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Kau milikku dan ku kau punya
Tapi di dalam realiti belum pasti


Chorus
Ku pinta kau répondez s’il vous plaît
Jangan biar ku fikir ku bertepuk sebelah tangan
Ku rayu kau répondez s’il vous plaît
Agar dapat berakhir angan yang mengganggu fikiran

Dah tak mampu berselindung lagi
Cinta yang lahir dalam hati
Aku tahu kau juga mahu tetapi malu

Andainya benar katakanlah
Agar dapat mengorak langkah
Bila ku ketuk pintu hatimu
Izinku masuk

Ulang Chorus

Luahkanlah ku perlu tahu
Luahkanlah isi hatimu
Luahkanlah isi hatimu
Luahkanlah ku perlu tahu
Luahkanlah isi hatimu
Luahkanlah isi hatimu

Ulang Chorus 2X

Luahkanlah ku perlu tahu
Luahkanlah isi hatimu

new hobby ;)

Crafts has always been my interest..up untill now, i've tried quite a few kind of crafts such as card making, crayon paintings, crosstitches..and currently, making handmade bags/pouches..for those who know me very well, they know i'm very obsessed with bags. but not many out there suits my taste( yet, still got a lot of bags in my collection ;) ), so i wish to make a few myself during this holiday..

i'm not really into sewing esp wif machine, but to make things i want,i'm starting to learn how to use one from my mom..now, i've started making small things and am just getting the hang of using a sewing machine..tutorials from the internet and my mom helps a great lot for newbies like me..and there are endless of ideas from the net that i just cant get enough of browsing through them..

my mom has been soooo generous and kind to buy me the materials for getting started..owh, and also my dad...thanx Mak & Ayah..luv u guys always..and it was very fun when me, my mom and my sister were all making crafts..lucky for us to have a common interest ;) so, ok, these pics are what i've made (wif my mom's help) for now..

Straight Sided Triangular (prism) Cosmetic Bag

these were based on the tute i found here.

Buttons bracelet:

Ring Cushion

hmm, there's another one but no photos taken yet..it's a bag from the travelling agency, Reliance, which i will bring to Beijing today..since everyone in our group got the same bag, i did a few 'touch up' to personalize it ;)

p/s: will be going to beijing today for 5 days wif my dear frens( asmal, marina, nad and syafiqah)...excited and anxious...it's the first time that i went oversea without my family..okay guys, wish me a safe journey ~

hari meng'packing' n mengangkut..

malas nk cite pnjang2..hehe..adik dh dgn rajinnye cite pasal ni..\
sile lah ke sane klu nk tahu cite ye..hehe..
nk tido awal ni, sok nk g ikut asmal n syafiqah wat pasport..x sbar nk gi vacation..hehe..
k, tata, n gud nite..

Families Are Forever

Sejak beberapa bulan dulu, aku ade terjumpe dengan suatu desktop drawer yg berwarna pink dn diperbuat daripada kayu di Carefour berhmpiran rumahku..aku bukanlah penggemar/big-fan of pink but the fact that it is wooden is what hooked me..aku dh berangan2 alangkah comelnye jika diletakkan di atas meja console yg baru dibeli di bilikku itu..bolehla simpan brg2 mekap ku..hehe..tetapi memandangkan harganya yg agak di luar kemampuanku (tambahan pula tengah pokai ni), jadi ku simpan sajela angan2 tu...sejak dari tu, setiap kali pegi ke Carefour, mesti lalu kt bhgian stationary walaupun xde pen/pensil/alat tulis yg nk dibeli..semate2 hndak mencuri tengok drawer impianku itu..cewah..mcm rindu kt buah hati lak..nasib baik dh dkt2 exam tuh, dh jarang pi sane, so xdela pk sgt..hehe..

Maka apabila exam dh abis dan cuti pn bermule..aku mencube nasibku dengan membodek ayahku supaya men'sponsor'kan laci itu kepadaku..

Scene 1
Amni: Ehem2..ayah~..
Ayah: ye..
Amni: erm, ade satu laci ni kan, dh lame amni berkenan tapi harge die mahal sket la
yah..boleh x ayah sponsorkan kt Amni? (dengan senyuman paling manis yg aku leh wat)
Ayah: Laci ape?
Amni: ala, desktop drawer, tp sbb die kayu,sbb tuh mahal sket agaknye..
Ayah: brape?
Amni: dlm rm**
Ayah: hmm, okla..
Amni:trime kasih ayah ;) (smbil melompat2 dlm hati)

Ayah dh bagi green light..wah, hatiku berbunge riang..x sabar2 rasenye nk trus pegi adopt itu drawer..haha..tp ade la pulak aral melintang yg menguji kesabaranku ini, maka lepas 2-3 ari baru ada kesempatan utk ke Carefour..

Scene 2
Amni: Mak, jom kite pegi Carefour nak?Amni nk beli drawer tu la..
Mak: Hmm, ok..
di Carefour, bhgian stationary
Amni: ........... :(
Mak: Nape Amni, ade x drawer tu?
Amni: Dah xde dh mak..berbulan2 amni tgk ade kt sini..tup-tup bile amni nk beli, ade pulak org lain beli..huhu..frustnye amni, mak.. :(
Mak: Dh tgk btol2 ke?(sambil mencari di rak berhampiran)tp yela Amni, hargenye pn dh xde..nak buat camane, xde rezeki amni la tuh..
Amni: :(
Mak: mehla kite cari t-shirt kat sane...(usaha memujuk anaknye yg dh masam mencuke)

Scene 3(makan malam di rumah)
Ayah: Macam mane, dh beli ke drawer tu?
Amni: Nk beli apenye ayah, dh xde dh, ade org lain beli..geram btol amni, punyela berbulan2, xde org nk beli, bile amni nk, xde pulak..hish..
Ayah:.......

Jadi setelah beberapa hari, lalu dptla aku melupakan buah hatiku itu sdikit demi sdikit..abih tuh, xkn nk meraung pulak..ala, drawer je pun..(sedapkan ati sndiri)


Pada suatu malam yg hening, lbih kurng jam 1.00 pg..sedang ku asyik mengadap intrnet dlm bilik..tetibe pintu bilik di buka dgn perlahan dr luar..rupe-rupenye, mak, dgn mate terpisat2(sbb sblum tu tido kt ruang tamu, time tu baru naik atas), masuk ke bilik ku, letakkan satu plastik Cosway di tepi katilku sambil mengucapkan "Happy Birthday" dlm nada yg mengantuk, dan berlalu pergi ke biliknye..aku pn gelakkan la mak sbb comel btol rupenye dgn muke ngantok itu, masih nk wish anak die happy birthday..padahal tahun2 sudah, wish aku keesokkan pagi je..pastu, tros la capai plastik cosway dn buka la..dh tau ni hadiah hari jadi..dlm hati dok pk2..ape ye mak bg tahun ni..mcm besar je dlm kotak ni..kotak wrne pink lak tu..bile dh bukak plastik tuh, tgn ni menggapai la kt birai atas kotak tu dlm usaha membuka kotak hadiah..aik, nape x leh bukak penutup kotak ni?belek punye belek, Laaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!Maaaaaaaaaakkkk!!! Bergegar rumah tuh mlm2 bute dgr aku jerit...meluru aku ke bilik mak aku...mak aku yg baru nk msuk toilet,tersengih je..."Sampai ati mak ni!!!mase bile mak beli LACI tu???" Mak boleh pulak sengih memanjang dgr aku membebel2 kt situ..Ayah pulak yg dh lena tido mestila terbangun punye dek kebisingn aku..kononnye baru berkire2 nk sergah aku pasal buat bising..pastu t'dgr pulak omelan2 ku, Ayah yg masih baring,terus duduk, dgn mate merah2 bru t'bgn dr tido, ckp "Happy Birthday!!" smbil turut tersengih2....ooooo...komplot rupenye diorang nih...hahaha..barula diorng crite btapa geli hatinye menahan gelak tengok muke aku yg masam mencuke bile frust x dpt beli drawer itu ari...haha..terasela kobodohan diri..tapi xpe, mlm tuh trase sgt happy..mmgla happy sbb dpt present tuh, tapi lagi happy bile pikirkan betape sweeeeeet dan comeeeelllllllnye parents ku tu...N this birthday juge 1st time aku dpt a birthday card from the whole family..



Oh ye, kisah adek2ku juge amat sweeeeet..diorng ni dh beli hadiah utk aku awal2 lagiey..n bile aku balik bercuti, dlm dok seminggu, asyk tgk muke aku, diorng ni x sbar2 nk bg hadiah kt aku..yg Adina, si bongsu, bg paling awal, siap suh bukak terus lak tuh..dl 2-3 ari pastu, mahira pulak bagi suh bukak present die bg..time tuh lagi 3 ari nk besday aku..mule2 aku x nk sbb nnti, time besday aku, xde hadiah lak utk dibuke..x beshla..tapi klu dh slalu dpn mate, tergugat jugak aku..dn akhrnye aku bukak jugela hadiahnye..dn hadiah2 mereka sangat comel...bagus citarasa diorng ni..hehe.. yg sorang lagi fariza, disebabkan die pn baru abis exam jugak,mcm aku, jadi aku paham ketidaksempatan masanye cari hadiah utk aku, jadi aku maafkan kelewatan beliau..hihi...Last but not least, i luv u ols

31 March 2010: D-Day

Okay..here i am..updating this blog after been deserted by its own owner for ages..bak kate my sister, "agaknye dh ade living creature dh pn kt blog along tuh.."Anyway,d last entry was about me envying others for graduating, convo,etc n believe it or not, Alhamdulillah, now i have graduated from d medical school n insyaAllah will start working in june n attending d convo in august..

The whole 1 week of theory paper, osce day(long case n short cases) and 31 march 2010 are the moments which wouldn't be easily forgotten esp when the dean, Prof Lokman announced d names of each one of us who passed..it was announced in Dewan Auditorium UKMMC at 4.15pm according to our matric numbers. Among me and my 3 best friends(asmal, nadiah zaki & marina), nad's name was announced first, followed by me, asmal n lastly marina..The palpitation i had was getting more n more worse as the numbers were getting near to mine..the feeling couldn't be described with words which i'm sure most of us would have agree..the moment nad was announced passed, i prayed really hard for me n others to also pass and be able to share this joy together..and the moment my name was announced, all emotions were there at the same time..thankful, relieved, joy with tears, but still anxious for still not knowing the results of the other two..and when marina's name was called, only then i was able to be truly happy..immediately after the dean had called the last person and dismiss us, i called my parents, and grandparents telling them the big news..they were so happy to know that i made it, n i was (n still am) even more happy for making them happy..later, i found out that my father was looking at his blackberry on his desk all the time waiting for my call that evening while my mother was anxiously waiting at home and expressing her anxiety in her fb status..hehe..when i got home that day, they were already there waiting for me..my parents had even post to their fb about my result and getting congratz from d relatives (faster than me, huh)..haha..

Being only a few days from my birthday, i take this as the biggest birthday present ever esp when i saw the happy faces of my parents & when they said they are proud of me..