Tuesday, May 27, 2008

terasa nak jawab soalan ..

1.What's the connection between you and the last person who called u?
:: she's my dearest friend..
2.Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
:: nope except when my hp is out of battery
3.What happened at 10:00 am today?
:: clerking a patient in the psychiatry ward with aiman, nad, farah and
4.When did you last smoke?
:: i never smoke and have no wish to do so..
5.What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
:: blueberry/starwberry jam with slices of cold butter..
6.What do you want in your life right now?
:: a success in the things i do..
7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
:: i seldom carry an umbrella and my clothes haven't any hood so, if there's no choice, i redah jela..
8.Do you wear Crocs?
:: no.
9.What do you smell like?
:: depends on what perfume i wear on that day..
10.What's your favorite Gatorade flavor?
:: i dont drink Gatorade..
11.Whats your favorite thing to have on your bed?
:: comforter, pillows and my strawberry ;)
12.What clothes are you wearing?
:: i'm in my room now, so, pants and t-shirt..
13.What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
:: it says"Tq, hakimah.U really light up my day!"
14.Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
:: i think so.
15.Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
:: the last time i did was last friday when i left my room keys in the room and had to sleep over at Syafiqah's room.
16.Who was the last person you hug?
:: my mom.
17.Do you have Justin Timberlake music on your iPod?
:: no..
18.Do you live near your ex boyfriend/girlfriend?
:: i dont have one..
19.Can you sleep in jeans?
:: Can but preferably not..
20.Are you a cuddler?
:: no, not really. err.
21.When is the most memorable date?
:: there's too many to mention.
22.Something you just don't understand?
:: a looot...
23.Where were you on July 4th, 2007?
:: cant remember..maybe in the labour room since it was the O&G posting..
24.What does the last text message you received say?
:: "aku anta msg kt ko tu da lama la syg.haha.bru delivered kat kau. tu yg ko dpt msg aku tnye ko kt ne tu.hehe."from nad..
25.What did you reply?
:: owh..haha..
26.Who was the last person you were in a car with that is under 20?
:: my sisters..
27.What is the last thing someone bought for you?
:: meggi goreng pedas bought by marina yesterday..
28.When was the last time you saw number 3 on your top friends?
:: my top friends are my best friends and my bestfriends are all no 1..so, there's no no.3..

Sunday, May 25, 2008

setelah sekian lame..

setelah sekian lame menyepi, kiranya aku tidak berlaku adil kepada rakan2ku yg acap kali hampa setiap kali ke page ku untuk mengetahui perkembangan diri ini..bukan tiada masa tetapi kemalasan yg melanda tiada terperi..lebih senang membace blog mereka yg lain berbanding mencoret di blog sendiri..huhu..

sedar x sedar sudah sebulan barada di posting psychiatry..pendapatku?hmm, mmg lain dari posting2 yg pernah ku tempuhi pada tahun lepas dan sedikit sebanyak menarik minatku..mungkinkah akan menjadi seorang pakar dlm bidang ini suatu hari nanti?bagiku masih terlalu awal untuk menentukannya kerana masih byk bidang yg belum ku tempuhi...ok, berbalik kepada posting ku kini, banyak tanggapanku sebelum ini mengenai pesakit psychiatry adalah silap..mereka juga seperi kita, namun disebabkan penyakit yang mereka hidapi, mereka mengalami pengalaman2 yang pelik yang bagi masyarakat kita, mereka lebih dikenai sebagai gila..dan ada di antara mereka yang menghidapi penyakit mental disebabkan pengalaman2 hidup yang pahit dan mereka merupakan mangsa keadaan..kadang2 terasa juga diri ini sedikit sebanyak mempunyai ciri2 seperti pesakit2 itu..haha..mintak dijauhkan..

jumaat lepas aku berpeluang mengikuti lawatan ke pusat rawatan pakar bagi penagih dadah yang terletak di lorong haji taib..perasaan? pada mulanya memang anxious kerana di lorong itu sendiri terkenal dgn keadaannya yang penuh maksiat..sudahlah, tersesat pada mulanya mencari pusat itu (dan mata2 yang memandang kami merayau, sedikit sebanyak menakutkan), mujurlah akhirnya bertemu juga destinasinya. Sesampai di sana, kami diberi taklimat berkenaan statistik, dan sedikit info tentang dadah2 yang sering disalahgunakan..seterusnya, kami dibahagikan kepada 3 kumpulan kecil dan setiap kumpulan diberi peluang untuk menemuramah seorang penagih dadah yang menjadi klien dan mengikuti program methadone di pusat itu..mereka sangat bekerjasama dan daripada mereka kami ketahui bagaimana mereka terjebak, dimana mereka mencari duit, dan kaedah yang digunakan serta pelbagai lagi..seperti kata seorang bekas penagih yang menjadi kaunselor di situ, adalah perlu bagi kami untuk mengetahui semua itu agar tidak mudah diperdaya dan terjebak, namun cukup untuk hanya mengetahui tapi jangalah dicintai..daripada sesi itu, aku mengetahui bahawa ada di antara mereka yang pada asalnya mempunyai masa depan yang cerah namun disebabkan tersilap satu langkah, dadah berjaya menguasai diri dan menghantui mereka seumur hidup..mereka2 yang berjaya menghentikan perbuatan kotor itu pun, tidak dapat kembali ke kehidupan asal kerana sentiasa perlu menguatkan hati dan disiplin disamping sentiasa berjaga2 untuk menjauhi sebarang substance yang ada unsur2 mengkhayalkan..

ok, lah..sekarang perlu bersiap2 untuk pulang ke kolej..hingga jariku bertemu keyboard lagi..daa..

Thursday, May 1, 2008



"Scarborough Fair"

Are you going to Scarborough fair?
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme
Remember me to one who lives there
He once was a true love of mine

Tell him to make me a cambric shirt
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme
Without no seam nor needlework
Then he'll be a true love of mine

Tell him to find me an acre of land
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme
Between the salt water and the sea strand
Then he'll be a true love of mine

Are you going to Scarborough fair?
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme
Remember me to one who lives there
He once was a true love of mine.


i like this song bcoz of the sweet lyric and how the song was sung beautifully by the singer..
this song is nostalgic to me basically because it was once a song sung by my school choir..
actually i was googling for celtic woman whom i saw performed on the martha stewart show just now..
i like their voices and how voices blend together..then i came across this scarborough fair song which i knew..
at first when i read the lyrics, i realized that the story was almost as the story of puteri gunung ledang when she asks for the weird stuffs before the sultan can marry her..

Well, in this song it tells the tale of a young man, who tells the listener to ask his former lover to perform for him a series of impossible tasks, such as making him a shirt without a seam and then washing it in a dry well, adding that if she completes these tasks he will take her back. Often the song is sung as a duet, with the woman then giving her lover a series of equally impossible tasks, promising to give him his seamless shirt once he has finished.


Scarborouh fair is actually a fair that was used to be held at Scarborough during a 45 days trading event..Scarborough
was an important venue for tradesmen from all over England then..

well, back to this song, i've found the other version of the lyric and it was much longer and had a very sweet meaning..:

BOTH

Are you going to Scarborough Fair?
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme
Remember me to one who lives there,
For she/he once was a true love of mine.

MAN

Tell her to make me a cambric shirt,
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
Without any seam nor needlework,
And then she'll be a true love of mine.

Tell her to wash it in yonder dry well,
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
Which never sprung water nor rain ever fell,
And then she'll be a true love of mine.

Tell her to dry it on yonder thorn,
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
Which never bore blossom since Adam was born,
And then she'll be a true love of mine.

Ask her to do me this courtesy,
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
And ask for a like favour from me,
And then she'll be a true love of mine.

BOTH

Have you been to Scarborough Fair?
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
Remember me from one who lives there,
For she/he once was a true love of mine.

WOMAN

Ask him to find me an acre of land,
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
Between the salt water and the sea-strand,
For then he'll be a true love of mine.

Ask him to plough it with a lamb's horn,
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
And sow it all over with one peppercorn,
For then he'll be a true love of mine.

Ask him to reap it with a sickle of leather,
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
And gather it up with a rope made of heather,
For then he'll be a true love of mine.

When he has done and finished his work,
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
Ask him to come for his cambric shirt,
For then he'll be a true love of mine.

BOTH

If you say that you can't, then I shall reply,
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
Oh, Let me know that at least you will try,
Or you'll never be a true love of mine.

Love imposes impossible tasks,
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
But none more than any heart would ask,
I must know you're a true love of mine.



below is the song that first caught my attention when on aired on Martha Stewart show..

video