Back in HUKM..

Well, i'm back in KTDI and looking forward to being a 4th year student..actually i've been nauseating since this morning..dont know what kind of feeling i have..is it nervous or excited or am I afraid, i dont know..it's not like i've never been to the ward but maybe because i've been enjoying for these two months of holidays..i'll start with psychiatry posting tomorrow and i actually kind of nervous plus with the new posting mates..earlier this evening there was a tv program about psychiatrists who worked in a hospital in JB and one of them interviewed was no other than my father's cousin who was graduated from UKM too..of course i knew what she was but we never speak of how she deals with her patient and all..then on the tv program, they showed her routines in the hospital dealing with the patients and interviewed her of her work..the reporter had asked whether she feel afraid dealing with the mentally ill patients and she said only in the beginning and as times goes by she became used to the patients and not at all afraid of them anymore..the interview at least had inspired me to start the new year tomorrow with a new spirit..but to tell the truth, i cant get rid of the nervous..it seems that it's not only me who feel that way..have been chatting with syafiqah just now and she is very anxious too..okay, that's all for tonight..i hope to adapt with the new posting mates and settle down quickly enough..till the next posting..daa~