Mantera beradu-malique ft m. nasir

masih belum sempurna..
bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Gerakkan Hati... Hati gerakkan...
Pandanglah aku.. aku lah dia..

kulitku tebal.. ku kebal.. ingatku kebal..
hanya berbual makan angin kembung perut mual...
resah dan tidak senang.. hidup tak pernah lenang..
ku schizo paranoia takut pecah tembelang

pecah tembelang... peta dah hilang...
bangau dah pulang... suara sumbang..

lidahku kaku tak selicin kuku
teman baikku buku
bini ku pena.. tak pernah lena
aku suka mengintai pantang ditenung
berakhir pertelingkahan dalaman
pasti belum

ikut gerak hati.. pena melayang
dilihat dua layang pandang
tak lah sekarang
takat meradang
tanya.. abang gedang, apa barang?
badan macam badang
main macam belakang parang

kuhunuskan keris musuh ada pistol
tradisi kekalkan adaptasi harus betul
tujuh baris keramat tujuh garis penamat
baik berpada biar jahat asal selamat

ramai saudaraku yang baik telah dipijak

awan mendung yang berarak
bawa tangis bawa resah
rebah rindu yang terkumpul
semua birat dan kalimah
semua janji yang terikat
lebur disisimu

yo ijazah terbaik datangnya dari jalanan
dari pengalaman bercakap dan bersalaman
konflik motivasi cuba medatasi
positif dan benci jadi inspirasi pagi

peduli itu interpretasi basi pekakkan sebelah
halang biar keduanya muka cantik
soalan bodoh yang ditanya jadi melodinya
lebih hina dari zina

lu bikin dosa ku bikin prosa
testosterone testarosa
citacita sosa kl kl kosa nostra
jalan berliku ku harung roller coaster
gah sentosa tiada penyesalan
luas pandangan jauh dah berjalan
tak sempurna masih ada kejanggalan
gagal merancang, merancang kegagalan

awan mendung yang berarak
bawa tangis bawa resah
rebah rindu yang terkumpul
semua birat dan kalimah
semua janji yang terikat
lebur disisimu

kucing bawa tidur rimau bawa igau
masuk tempat orang bawa otak bukan pisau

naik bukit angkuh cakap ayah jangan risau
turun bukit pucat dengar tiga miaww
kucing bawa tidur rimau bawa igau
masuk tempat orang bawa otak bukan pisau

tolak pintu gua tiga kerat tenaga
kosong tak dijaga sampai datang tiga naga
ingat nak berlaga tapi tak kan boleh menang
menang dengan otak tak mesti dengan pedang

sebelum jadi bangkai ikan koi renang renang
pura pura salah jawapan untuk naik berang
panggil lima kawan atau biar pergi laju
risaukan pekara remeh kita tak akan maju
muka sama hijau hati siapa tahu
merah dah menyala pasti mati siapa mahu
gagap tiga kali bercakap benar saja
bulan terang ramai yang keluar buat kerja

panjat pokok buluh cari tukun air terjun
naik sampai nampak dah terpegun turun
tiga ular ikut lompat atau paut
kalau lari mati jika jerut maut

awan mendung yang berarak
bawa tangis bawa resah
rebah rindu yang terkumpul
semua birat dan kalimah
semua janji yang terikat
lebur disisimu

puisi hati mu... hati mu puisi
palu hati ku palu hatiku

kulit tak besalin walau saling ganti baju
pandang sini pandang sini
ku berbahasa baku kata kata nahu
himpun jadi satu
mantera beradu dengan irama dan lagu

akhirnya sempurna....

setelah 2 bln menyepi, tiada alasan yg nk dibg untuk sebab mengapa blog ni dh berabuk (bak kate dila)..hehe..sebab yg paling kukuh adalah kerana malas..huhu..tapi utk yg rajin mengupdate blog tuh, slalu je aku gi lawat blog korang..lebih senang membace dr menaip cerite sendiri..

lirik di atas ni adalah lirik lagu baru m.nasir featuring malique..lagu tuh ade kat singing box kat sidebar blog aku klu korang nk dgr..first time aku dgr kat radio, trase teruje nk tau lirik penuh sbb mase dgr tuh hnye sempat menangkap sket2 je and ape yg aku dpt tngkap tuh membuatkan aku rase pelik ngan liriknye dan timbul curiosity nk tau ape sbnrnye cite die..terpulanglah pade korang camne nk tafsir jalan cite die tp pilihan kata2 die mmgla pelik bg aku..namun respect gak sbb mostly kata2nya adalah berkaitan dgn alam sekitar..contohnye, cube kire berape jenis bintang yg disebutkan dlm lirik di atas? ade enam jenis sumenye..dan akhir skali sepelik2 liriknye, ade terselit mesej2 nasihat dan teguran yg bergune dalam lagu tersebut..

well, aku x tau when is my next entry, so i want to wish all my medical student friends the very best of luck in our coming exam dan semoga Allah permudahkan segala urusan dan makbulkan doa kita kite semua..Amin.

Weekend ku..

Di dalam kesibukan yg slalu dialami oleh org2 yg slalu tangguh wat cwu mcm aku nih, sempatla lagi aku pulang ke rumah pada hujung minggu lepas utk bersama2 ke PD kerana ada family day utk department ayah..walaupun pada awalnye x mau ikut, tapi akhirnye pergi jua memandangkan dh lame betul aku x join family aku gi holiday..
memandangkan pagi sabtu tuh aku, ayah and mak aku ade appointment ngn dr kiropraktik kami, maka bertolaklah kami tgh hari tuh dlm kol 12.00.berhenti jap mkn tgh hari and meneruskan perjalanan..sampai dan check in,solat pastu terus turun pantai utk acara sukaneka..
kami semua dh diberi kumpulan masing2.aku yg sepatutnye rumah biru, tetibe masuk rumah oren gara2 ayah aku yg nk suruh aku ganti mak aku yg x brpe sihat..dan menyebabkan 'kekecohan' di kalangan rumah biru kerana kehilangan seorang tenaga pemain(cewah..haha)

.:bergambar sebelum mule game:.

.:acara tarik tali(fariza bertudung hitam):.

.:saye bertudung hitam:.

.:tarik ayah,tarik:.

sebenarnye banyak lagi game2 yg ada tapi tidakla diuploadkan gambar..amatla worn out selepas bertarik tali..dah la earlier kene lawan with 2 other teams to get into final..dan the other team yg also dpt final tuh hanye perlu lwn sekali je!it's so not fair..then mase final sume dah keletihan and dapatla kami gelaran naib juare sahaje..dan keesokan harinye sehingga ke hari ini, amatlah sakitnye seluruh badan yang dh lame x exercise nih..huhu..sehingga lebam tanganku..huhu..x pernah sebelum ni main tarik tali smpai lebam..

Kami, kumpulan oren yg dinobatkan sebagai juara keseluruhan..bangge2..

.:Sebelum dinner mlm tuh:.

Bersedia tunggu utk beratur amik makanan..Notice that we chosed the table nearest to the buffet table back there? haha..


The dinner that night was fun.The food was nice eventhough satu meja dinner tuh rocking mcm perahu..kenape??mane taknye, dibaginye pisau roti utk wat potong daging..klu daging tuh empuk giler x pela gak..tp disebabkan aku nih penggemar daging esp lamb, disabarkan hati dan dikuatkan semangat gak memotong daging tuh..nasib x tercampak je..haha..and mujo meja tuh hanye ade aku, adik2 ku dan 2 lagi anak kawan ayah aku yg kecik2..so, x dela malu sgt..

Selepas upacara makan, tibalah masa persembahan dan permainan teka-teki diselang seli ngn acara cabutan bertuah..memule ade pertunjukan pakaian beragam oleh kanak2 bwh 5 tahun..and the kids were very the chumelicious in their costumes..and my sister was chosen to be a jury..wah, i think she deserves the job since she is a fashion maniac..

then, adela beberape games yg kebanyakannye meng'involve'kan kanak2..i think it was a great idea since the kids were having fun unlike other occasion where the kids were not involved and it must be so boring for them..macam malam tuh, sampaikan ade beberape budak siap bersila dpn pentas sbb nk berebut jwb teka-teki punye pasal..

habis acara kanak2, then tibela mase org2 dewasa membuat persembahan..sebnarnye staffs from each department yg kne perform and it was a pertandingan..So, then since it was a competition, the juries must be from a 'badan2 berkecuali' So, the MC announced who the juries are" Juri pertama kite, En. Razif (my dad, so clap clap), juri kedue, isteri En. Razif (my mom??apakah? clap2 again) dan juri ketiga, anak en. Razif (Huh???)" . Nasib baik senang je keje die, juz pick 1st, 2nd and 3rd place among the 3 performances sesuke ati..so, aku pn pilih jela yg mane aku rase menghiburkan aku mengikut tempatnye..haha..

then the final acara, it was poco-poco..oh, i olredy forgotten the steps. it has been so long ago when i last menari poco-poco nih..but luckily my sister remembered it after a few tries.My father was supposed to be the instructor at the front tp sbb die pn lupe, disuruhnye adik aku tuh wat kt depan. bile dh lame x poco2, bile dh dpt tngkap steps tuh and wat ramai2, best pulak..

And later that night, walaupun teramatlah penat dimana sume familyku terus rebah atas katil, aku ngn rajinnye(rajin ke??) bersengkang mate menyiapkan case write up..huhu..tp hanye leh bertahan sampai 2.30 je pagi tuh and terus tido..

.:Berposing di balcony selepas breakfast:.

.:Gambar terakhir sebelum berangkat pulang:.

Happy belated birthday Marina..

kate2 atas kek:Marina, we luv you, c how big the cake is :)

huhu..setelah berminggu x dpt2 jugak gambar dari sumber utama, aku decide nk mengepost jela entry nih dengan gambar yang ade dulu..nnti dh dpt yg lain, aku masukkan..hmm..dh brpe minggu ye, jap tgk kalendar..owh, dh due minggu..kejutan sambutan hari jadi cik Marina yg ke 22 telah berlangsung pada hari ahad malam isnin bersamaan 2 Jun 2008 pada jam 12.15 am..

mmg pada awalnye terfikir nk plan surprise party tp niat terbantut bile memikirkan yg Marina slalu x de di kolej pada ahad malam kerana bermalam di rumah kakaknye..mmg dh jadi rutin marina utk balik ke rumahnye di melake itu pada setiap hujung minggu kalau xde ape2 hal..dan akan pulang ke kolej sebentar pada ptg ahad utk menghantar barangnye dan seterusnye ke rumah kakaknye di taman melati..pulang semula ke PPUKM pd pagi isnin esoknye utk ke wad seperti biase..


nk dijadikan cerita, pd hujung minggu itu, cik sarah menumpang kereta marina utk pulang ke rumahnye di mlake juge dan balik ke kolej bersama2 juge..ptg ahad itu, mereka bertolak agak lambat..cik sarah yg kebetulan baru tahu yg esoknye b'day marina semase di dalam perjalanan terus menghantar sms kat aku mencadangkan beli kek dan wat surpeise party utk marina mlm tuh. . tapi pada ketika itu cik marina nih, belumlah confirm lagi utk tidak ke rumah kakaknye mlm itu. walaubagaimanapun, hasil nasihat cik sarah dan memandangkan hari pn dh agak lewat utk ke rumah kakaknye, maka marina pun membuat keputusan utk tido saje di kolej mlm itu..

aku yg baru nk blk kolej lpas maghrib bergegas pulang ke kolej, bgtau plan kat k.has suh die ajak budak satu blok yg lain, dan berkejar ke secret recipe berdekatan ngan cik sarah, asmal, dan nad( kebetulan lak sume ade hal masing2 pada kul 9 mlm dan kami akhirnye lambat sket ke perjumpaan kami) ..dan hampir kantoi ngn tuan punye badan semase sampai di kolej dgn kek..(nasib baik dpt diselamatkan)..kami bergegas ke perjumpaan masing2(aku de study group) dan berpakat utk wat surprise tuh kol 12.30. Sekembalinye aku dari study group, asmal dan sudah menunggu di rumah depan(rmh syafiqah) dengan masin2 bermate kuyu dan mencadangkan utk wat trus kol 12 memandangkan mereka sudah tidak mampu menongkat mate(haishla..mcm2 diorang ni)..

Sudahnye, kami pn memanggil la sesape yg ade utk turut serta, bersiap sedia dengan kek.. dan menyerang bilik cik marina yang ternyata tidak menjangkakan ape2 mlm itu . Dgn wajah yg terpinga2 dan terkejut dengan serbuan kami, hanye tersengih kambing kemudiannye..maka setelah bergambar dengan kek itu, apa lagi, bersama2 la kami menghabiskan kek itu dan kerepek2 yg dibeli awalnye td tetapi hanye berjaye menghabiskan separuh saje kek itu kerana kekenyangan yang amat sangat..sudahnye cik asmal dan cik nad yg dah ptosis matenye tadi balik ke bilik mereka jam 2 pagi..huhu..begitula ceritanye sambutan hari jadi marina pd tahun ini..

kami yg melantak kek dan kerepek..mane besday gal??

the so-called VIP kononnye sbb tuh duk atas katil ;p

1/2 day in the day care (occupational therapy)..

This morning i went to the ward with the intention to look for my case-write up patient's file but unfortunately it was kept by his doctor. So, i end up accompanying syafiqah copying down from her patient's file. while waiting for her, i went to the Psychiatry Community Centre (aka Day care) and met a few other medical students there. and i joined them doing all sorts of activities there..Some of them were painting (Maynot, Aini and Seen Sze), while shima and K.Jijah were helping K. Ila(patient)making a 'kek kukus' in the kitchen and the cake is for us! I joined Alya(patient) making bead flowers. Then Bajat, Faiz and Raw came and joined us too. Actually ocupational therapy is one kind of psychotherapy where the patients's skills and interests were identified and were improved so that the patients can survive when they go out. but since today the other regular patients didn't come, so it was just us, 2 patients, occupational therapist and the staff nurse.
Colour painting which was beautiful when finished( i forgot to snap the finished work)

Me and Alya

beaded flowers

Me and Syafiqah with the organ

having a break with the kek kukus and hot chocolate.yummy..
Faiz and Raw playing the organ

p/s: i was supposed to report on Marina's birthday celebration which was on last sunday night, but still working on collecting the pictures from sarah..

Eight Random Facts/habits About Yourself

i've been tagged by cik alialala

The Rules :
1. Each blogger must post these rules first.
2. Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they've been tagged, and to read your blog.

And here it goes,8 random facts about me...

1. i like handicrafts and anything to do with art..

i've always love this sort of things but in this recent couples of years, it was a bit exaggerated where i tried a few kind of art such as making paperbags out of wrapping paper leftovers, crayon painting(thanks to izzati for teaching me), cross-stitching, DIY 3-D puzzle, and the most recent is making cards..however, i have this habit of trying new things and unable to hold the pleasure for a long time..i mean, there'll be a season where i only like to make cards and the have flight of ideas and i'll make a lot of cards until at one point i was fed-up and had lost the pleasure doing that particular thing..then, i'll be low and stable until i find a new hobby..

2. i love a song because of the song and seldom due to the singer..

yes, i can easily like a song if the music and lyric is beautiful that i sometimes love a song even it was the first time i heard it. but i can like the song too if it was often played on the radio and without realizing, humming along with the song..i am not the kind of people who are die-hard fans of one particular singer and will love their songs no matter what..for instance, i like a song so much but that doesn't means i like the other songs by the same singer.

3. i have a history of taking keyboard class..

during the holiday while waiting for SPM result, i've taken a class on playing keyboard..because i was still 16 at the time cannot have the test for the driving license yet, so i took a keyboard class..why keyboard? because i had a keyboard as a present for passing the PTS exam in standard 3 but i was never taught formally on how to play it. how come i got it as a present, it was all started when i was about 8 or 9 y/o,(the story was told by my mom) when she was cooking and suddenly heard someone played a 'selamat hari raya' song using a small piano toy. and when she went to look, it was me who played it and was surprised by it. Since then i can play a few more simple children song.so, then, when i passed the exam, she suggested to my father to give me a real keyboard. I was so happy then even though i can only play with a finger. it was about 6 years later only i managed to learn basic things and learnt to play a few songs with two hands. But unfortunately, i was unable to finish the course because of matriculation admission. So, the course was half way only and with lack of practice these past few years i am not sure whether i can still play it or not..the keyboard is now kept on a bookshelf and i bet it was very dusty..

4. i was once a ' kera sumbang'..

haha..that was what i recently realized when i got a feedback from a long lost friend whom i met last year..i met a few of my primary school friends and one of them told me later that he was surprised that i was not how he used to know me. from what he said, i was once very 'sombong' especially after i jumped class into standard 5 and at one point decided not to be my friend anymore. And he was surprised to see the new me who is more talkative and friendly and was happy for me. Later i checked out with my mom and dad on how my childhood like from thier perspective and they said that i hardly have a lot of close friends when i was little because as what they said, i had difficulties in making friends due to my unfriendliness..no wonder i had very2 few closed childhood friends. My mom said i had changed with years and become more friendly now..i feel very bad to my childhood friends for hurting their feelings but i really did not mean it.sorry.and to all my friends, thanks for being my friends and may the freindship last forever..

5. 'kimot' was the nickname by friends and 'amni' is what my parent called me

sorry lala for taking your idea on the topic..hehe..let's start with 'amni'. This is what my parents and relatives called me. But most of my friends and teachers tends to called my first name which is 'hakimah'. So, from 'hakimah', it was shortened to 'kimah'(still used by some of my friends). and during my secondary school, there was a time when all names was ended up with'-ot' (linda-> lindot, una-> unot) . So was my name which ends up with 'kimot'. i thought it will end as i finished secndry school but no, it follows me until here in HUKM eventhough i never introduce myself as kimot to my new friends..

6. i love shopping...

huhu, eventhough it was a bad habit but i still love it..this was one of my bad habit which is BOROS..huhu..it makes me happy to buy new things..this also have seasons..Last time i was obsessed with bracelets and i was like "pantang jmpe kedai aksesori" and i'll go in..Now was blouse, shoes and bags season and luckily my college was a bit far from the malls..i'll shop more if i go out with my family..hehe..either way it was still shopping..and the collections fills up my room and makes it look very crowded..and asmal had sounded me on reducing the items in my room.. ;p

7. i like to store food..

My room was never out of food supply..i'll buy food such as biscuits and chips but always do not eat them..it will take a while for my food to reduce in quantity especially if it was only me who eat them..so, my new strategy is, i put my food on the rack outside my room and told my housemates to just eat them whenever they want..

8. My favourite western food is lamb chop..

i can go to a few restaurant and ordered the same menu just to compare which one serves a better lamb chop..haha..and until now i would say that there are 2 place which i like the lamb chop the best, which are 1. The Western cafe, Tmn Len Sen and 2. The Secret Recipe

now i'm tagging:

-Dila
-Fariza
-Mahira
-Mak
-Iyas
-Syai
-Asmaliza
-Shah

terasa nak jawab soalan ..

1.What's the connection between you and the last person who called u?

:: she's my dearest friend..

2.Do you ever turn your cell phone off?

:: nope except when my hp is out of battery

3.What happened at 10:00 am today?

:: clerking a patient in the psychiatry ward with aiman, nad, farah and

4.When did you last smoke?

:: i never smoke and have no wish to do so..

5.What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?

:: blueberry/starwberry jam with slices of cold butter..
6.What do you want in your life right now?

:: a success in the things i do..

7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?

:: i seldom carry an umbrella and my clothes haven't any hood so, if there's no choice, i redah jela..

8.Do you wear Crocs?

:: no.

9.What do you smell like?

:: depends on what perfume i wear on that day..

10.What's your favorite Gatorade flavor?

:: i dont drink Gatorade..

11.Whats your favorite thing to have on your bed?

:: comforter, pillows and my strawberry ;)

12.What clothes are you wearing?

:: i'm in my room now, so, pants and t-shirt..

13.What's the nicest text in your inbox say?

:: it says"Tq, hakimah.U really light up my day!"

14.Do you tend to make relationships complicated?

:: i think so.

15.Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?

:: the last time i did was last friday when i left my room keys in the room and had to sleep over at Syafiqah's room.

16.Who was the last person you hug?

:: my mom.

17.Do you have Justin Timberlake music on your iPod?

:: no..

18.Do you live near your ex boyfriend/girlfriend?

:: i dont have one..

19.Can you sleep in jeans?

:: Can but preferably not..

20.Are you a cuddler?

:: no, not really. err.

21.When is the most memorable date?

:: there's too many to mention.

22.Something you just don't understand?

:: a looot...

23.Where were you on July 4th, 2007?

:: cant remember..maybe in the labour room since it was the O&G posting..

24.What does the last text message you received say?

:: "aku anta msg kt ko tu da lama la syg.haha.bru delivered kat kau. tu yg ko dpt msg aku tnye ko kt ne tu.hehe."from nad..

25.What did you reply?

:: owh..haha..

26.Who was the last person you were in a car with that is under 20?

:: my sisters..

27.What is the last thing someone bought for you?

:: meggi goreng pedas bought by marina yesterday..

28.When was the last time you saw number 3 on your top friends?

:: my top friends are my best friends and my bestfriends are all no 1..so, there's no no.3..

setelah sekian lame..

setelah sekian lame menyepi, kiranya aku tidak berlaku adil kepada rakan2ku yg acap kali hampa setiap kali ke page ku untuk mengetahui perkembangan diri ini..bukan tiada masa tetapi kemalasan yg melanda tiada terperi..lebih senang membace blog mereka yg lain berbanding mencoret di blog sendiri..huhu..

sedar x sedar sudah sebulan barada di posting psychiatry..pendapatku?hmm, mmg lain dari posting2 yg pernah ku tempuhi pada tahun lepas dan sedikit sebanyak menarik minatku..mungkinkah akan menjadi seorang pakar dlm bidang ini suatu hari nanti?bagiku masih terlalu awal untuk menentukannya kerana masih byk bidang yg belum ku tempuhi...ok, berbalik kepada posting ku kini, banyak tanggapanku sebelum ini mengenai pesakit psychiatry adalah silap..mereka juga seperi kita, namun disebabkan penyakit yang mereka hidapi, mereka mengalami pengalaman2 yang pelik yang bagi masyarakat kita, mereka lebih dikenai sebagai gila..dan ada di antara mereka yang menghidapi penyakit mental disebabkan pengalaman2 hidup yang pahit dan mereka merupakan mangsa keadaan..kadang2 terasa juga diri ini sedikit sebanyak mempunyai ciri2 seperti pesakit2 itu..haha..mintak dijauhkan..

jumaat lepas aku berpeluang mengikuti lawatan ke pusat rawatan pakar bagi penagih dadah yang terletak di lorong haji taib..perasaan? pada mulanya memang anxious kerana di lorong itu sendiri terkenal dgn keadaannya yang penuh maksiat..sudahlah, tersesat pada mulanya mencari pusat itu (dan mata2 yang memandang kami merayau, sedikit sebanyak menakutkan), mujurlah akhirnya bertemu juga destinasinya. Sesampai di sana, kami diberi taklimat berkenaan statistik, dan sedikit info tentang dadah2 yang sering disalahgunakan..seterusnya, kami dibahagikan kepada 3 kumpulan kecil dan setiap kumpulan diberi peluang untuk menemuramah seorang penagih dadah yang menjadi klien dan mengikuti program methadone di pusat itu..mereka sangat bekerjasama dan daripada mereka kami ketahui bagaimana mereka terjebak, dimana mereka mencari duit, dan kaedah yang digunakan serta pelbagai lagi..seperti kata seorang bekas penagih yang menjadi kaunselor di situ, adalah perlu bagi kami untuk mengetahui semua itu agar tidak mudah diperdaya dan terjebak, namun cukup untuk hanya mengetahui tapi jangalah dicintai..daripada sesi itu, aku mengetahui bahawa ada di antara mereka yang pada asalnya mempunyai masa depan yang cerah namun disebabkan tersilap satu langkah, dadah berjaya menguasai diri dan menghantui mereka seumur hidup..mereka2 yang berjaya menghentikan perbuatan kotor itu pun, tidak dapat kembali ke kehidupan asal kerana sentiasa perlu menguatkan hati dan disiplin disamping sentiasa berjaga2 untuk menjauhi sebarang substance yang ada unsur2 mengkhayalkan..

ok, lah..sekarang perlu bersiap2 untuk pulang ke kolej..hingga jariku bertemu keyboard lagi..daa..

"Scarborough Fair"

Are you going to Scarborough fair?
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme
Remember me to one who lives there
He once was a true love of mine

Tell him to make me a cambric shirt
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme
Without no seam nor needlework
Then he'll be a true love of mine

Tell him to find me an acre of land
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme
Between the salt water and the sea strand
Then he'll be a true love of mine

Are you going to Scarborough fair?
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme
Remember me to one who lives there
He once was a true love of mine.

i like this song bcoz of the sweet lyric and how the song was sung beautifully by the singer..
this song is nostalgic to me basically because it was once a song sung by my school choir..
actually i was googling for celtic woman whom i saw performed on the martha stewart show just now..
i like their voices and how voices blend together..then i came across this scarborough fair song which i knew..
at first when i read the lyrics, i realized that the story was almost as the story of puteri gunung ledang when she asks for the weird stuffs before the sultan can marry her..

Well, in this song it tells the tale of a young man, who tells the listener to ask his former lover to perform for him a series of impossible tasks, such as making him a shirt without a seam and then washing it in a dry well, adding that if she completes these tasks he will take her back. Often the song is sung as a duet, with the woman then giving her lover a series of equally impossible tasks, promising to give him his seamless shirt once he has finished.

Scarborouh fair is actually a fair that was used to be held at Scarborough during a 45 days trading event..Scarborough was an important venue for tradesmen from all over England then..

well, back to this song, i've found the other version of the lyric and it was much longer and had a very sweet meaning..:

BOTH

Are you going to Scarborough Fair?
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme
Remember me to one who lives there,
For she/he once was a true love of mine.

MAN

Tell her to make me a cambric shirt,
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
Without any seam nor needlework,
And then she'll be a true love of mine.

Tell her to wash it in yonder dry well,
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
Which never sprung water nor rain ever fell,
And then she'll be a true love of mine.

Tell her to dry it on yonder thorn,
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
Which never bore blossom since Adam was born,
And then she'll be a true love of mine.

Ask her to do me this courtesy,
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
And ask for a like favour from me,
And then she'll be a true love of mine.

BOTH

Have you been to Scarborough Fair?
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
Remember me from one who lives there,
For she/he once was a true love of mine.

WOMAN

Ask him to find me an acre of land,
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
Between the salt water and the sea-strand,
For then he'll be a true love of mine.

Ask him to plough it with a lamb's horn,
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
And sow it all over with one peppercorn,
For then he'll be a true love of mine.

Ask him to reap it with a sickle of leather,
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
And gather it up with a rope made of heather,
For then he'll be a true love of mine.

When he has done and finished his work,
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
Ask him to come for his cambric shirt,
For then he'll be a true love of mine.

BOTH

If you say that you can't, then I shall reply,
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
Oh, Let me know that at least you will try,
Or you'll never be a true love of mine.

Love imposes impossible tasks,
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
But none more than any heart would ask,
I must know you're a true love of mine.



below is the song that first caught my attention when on aired on Martha Stewart show..

Back in HUKM..

Well, i'm back in KTDI and looking forward to being a 4th year student..actually i've been nauseating since this morning..dont know what kind of feeling i have..is it nervous or excited or am I afraid, i dont know..it's not like i've never been to the ward but maybe because i've been enjoying for these two months of holidays..i'll start with psychiatry posting tomorrow and i actually kind of nervous plus with the new posting mates..earlier this evening there was a tv program about psychiatrists who worked in a hospital in JB and one of them interviewed was no other than my father's cousin who was graduated from UKM too..of course i knew what she was but we never speak of how she deals with her patient and all..then on the tv program, they showed her routines in the hospital dealing with the patients and interviewed her of her work..the reporter had asked whether she feel afraid dealing with the mentally ill patients and she said only in the beginning and as times goes by she became used to the patients and not at all afraid of them anymore..the interview at least had inspired me to start the new year tomorrow with a new spirit..but to tell the truth, i cant get rid of the nervous..it seems that it's not only me who feel that way..have been chatting with syafiqah just now and she is very anxious too..okay, that's all for tonight..i hope to adapt with the new posting mates and settle down quickly enough..till the next posting..daa~

updating......

x tahu la knape malas sgt nk update blog nih...walaupun ade cite nk tulih tp hanye t'smpan dlm kepale je..huhu..k la..cutih nih aku x berbuat ape2 selain duk rmh, tolong mak aku, teman atuk aku berbual, makan, tidur dan lain2 keje yg aku rase nk buat bile aku rajin..hehe..

ingat x rmh puzzle kayu 3D yg aku buat dulu tuh? aku ade buat lg satu..n skrg aku rase x cntik klu dibiarkan begitu saje, so aku plan nk syelek and varnish tp bhn2nye x de lg, so tergendala dulu..
selama cuti nih aku ade menghabiskan satu trilogy cerite yg setiap bukunye adelah setebal buku harry potter tuh..so byangkanla aku menghabiskan kesemue 3 buku tuh dlm mase lbeh kurang 2 minggu..cite die mestila jenis yg aku suke iaitu ala2 harry potter..aku suke citer yg watak utama die kanak2 or teenager lg2 if it is non-fictioned story. i like to imagine things as i read, so in a non-fiction/fantasy stories i was free to imagine things as i like..buku cite yg aku bace tuh mmg aku x pernah dengar sebelum ni. memule aku nk beli buku lain tp at the last minute while queueing to pay the book, there's suddenly this one book that caught my eyes. and when i pick it up, i decided to buy it instead of the former book..well, i guess it's really the book that choose the reader after all..haha..never heard of that quote..well, buku itulah permulaan trilogy tuh and the next wekend aku pergi lagi ke kedai buku untuk membeli sambungannya iaitu buku kedue dan the last one..ia mengisahkan seorang teenager girl yg dtg dr masyarakat kelas bawahan and discover that she is a magician who is supposed to be only within the high class community in the place where she lived. the story was how her journey and life adapting to her new community and at the same time try not to abandon her community where she comes from..it was a great story eventhough the english is quite high for me..at least aku fahamla jln citenye..

and then baru2 nih aku rase teringin nk lukis gmbar gune krayon..izzati la yg memule ajar aku gune krayon nih..memule tuh die tunjuk je lukisan2 die and suruh aku comment, but then rase cam seronok je so aku try my first lukisan mase kt tnjung karang..aku suke lukis gambar2 dari hasil karya thomas kinkade..Thomas kinkade nih kebanyakan karyanye adela berunsurkan country cottage2 with flowers blooming surrounding the house, gazebos, sceneries, etc..lukisannye x byk org or animals (which i like coz aku mmg x reti lukis org and animals)..and
tempat2 sebeginila yg selama ini mmg memjadi mimpi aku untuk kesana dan mengalami cara hidup disana..tp aku tahu itu semue is just in my dream..so balik ke jln cite, aku pn siapkanla lukisan krayon aku yg ketige..

satu lagi kegiatan aku yg hampir setiap hari aku buat semase cuti nih ialah mendesign dan meluahkan kreativiti setakat yg ade kat website www.myminilife.com ..aku memule dpt tau site nih drpd application kat friendster..and since then, aku aktif di site itu..sekarang dh ade 5 minihomes yg sebenarnye satu je drpd 5 tanah tuh adalah benar2 minihome..yg lain2 tuh, ade library, boutique , village and x tau lagi satu tuh nak buat ape..still mencarik idea..

dan berikut adalah gmbar2 di hari lahir saya pd tanggal 5 april yg lalu..(haha..hari lahir??)me and my sis (mahira is not in the picture)

presents from my sisters and mom