Words of Thoughts.....

RSVP-Maulana

2010-06-01T09:24:00.002+08:00

Kali pertama ku melihat
Hati sudah rasa terpikat
Bila kau membalas senyuman
Ku berkhayalan

Kita berdua jatuh cinta
Kau milikku dan ku kau punya
Tapi di dalam realiti belum pasti

Chorus
Ku pinta kau répondez s’il vous plaît
Jangan biar ku fikir ku bertepuk sebelah tangan
Ku rayu kau répondez s’il vous plaît
Agar dapat berakhir angan yang mengganggu fikiran

Dah tak mampu berselindung lagi
Cinta yang lahir dalam hati
Aku tahu kau juga mahu tetapi malu

Andainya benar katakanlah
Agar dapat mengorak langkah
Bila ku ketuk pintu hatimu
Izinku masuk

Ulang Chorus

Luahkanlah ku perlu tahu
Luahkanlah isi hatimu
Luahkanlah isi hatimu
Luahkanlah ku perlu tahu
Luahkanlah isi hatimu
Luahkanlah isi hatimu

Ulang Chorus 2X

Luahkanlah ku perlu tahu
Luahkanlah isi hatimu

new hobby ;)

2010-05-11T02:30:00.006+08:00

Crafts has always been my interest..up untill now, i've tried quite a few kind of crafts such as card making, crayon paintings, crosstitches..and currently, making handmade bags/pouches..for those who know me very well, they know i'm very obsessed with bags. but not many out there suits my taste( yet, still got a lot of bags in my collection ;) ), so i wish to make a few myself during this holiday..

i'm not really into sewing esp wif machine, but to make things i want,i'm starting to learn how to use one from my mom..now, i've started making small things and am just getting the hang of using a sewing machine..tutorials from the internet and my mom helps a great lot for newbies like me..and there are endless of ideas from the net that i just cant get enough of browsing through them..

my mom has been soooo generous and kind to buy me the materials for getting started..owh, and also my dad...thanx Mak & Ayah..luv u guys always..and it was very fun when me, my mom and my sister were all making crafts..lucky for us to have a common interest ;) so, ok, these pics are what i've made (wif my mom's help) for now..

Straight Sided Triangular (prism) Cosmetic Bag

these were based on the tute i found here.

Buttons bracelet:

Ring Cushion

hmm, there's another one but no photos taken yet..it's a bag from the travelling agency, Reliance, which i will bring to Beijing today..since everyone in our group got the same bag, i did a few 'touch up' to personalize it ;)

p/s: will be going to beijing today for 5 days wif my dear frens( asmal, marina, nad and syafiqah)...excited and anxious...it's the first time that i went oversea without my family..okay guys, wish me a safe journey ~

hari meng'packing' n mengangkut..

2010-04-12T00:00:00.002+08:00

malas nk cite pnjang2..hehe..adik dh dgn rajinnye cite pasal ni..\
sile lah ke sane klu nk tahu cite ye..hehe..
nk tido awal ni, sok nk g ikut asmal n syafiqah wat pasport..x sbar nk gi vacation..hehe..
k, tata, n gud nite..

Families Are Forever

2010-04-08T02:34:00.007+08:00

Sejak beberapa bulan dulu, aku ade terjumpe dengan suatu desktop drawer yg berwarna pink dn diperbuat daripada kayu di Carefour berhmpiran rumahku..aku bukanlah penggemar/big-fan of pink but the fact that it is wooden is what hooked me..aku dh berangan2 alangkah comelnye jika diletakkan di atas meja console yg baru dibeli di bilikku itu..bolehla simpan brg2 mekap ku..hehe..tetapi memandangkan harganya yg agak di luar kemampuanku (tambahan pula tengah pokai ni), jadi ku simpan sajela angan2 tu...sejak dari tu, setiap kali pegi ke Carefour, mesti lalu kt bhgian stationary walaupun xde pen/pensil/alat tulis yg nk dibeli..semate2 hndak mencuri tengok drawer impianku itu..cewah..mcm rindu kt buah hati lak..nasib baik dh dkt2 exam tuh, dh jarang pi sane, so xdela pk sgt..hehe..

Maka apabila exam dh abis dan cuti pn bermule..aku mencube nasibku dengan membodek ayahku supaya men'sponsor'kan laci itu kepadaku..

Scene 1
Amni: Ehem2..ayah~..
Ayah: ye..
Amni: erm, ade satu laci ni kan, dh lame amni berkenan tapi harge die mahal sket la
yah..boleh x ayah sponsorkan kt Amni? (dengan senyuman paling manis yg aku leh wat)
Ayah: Laci ape?
Amni: ala, desktop drawer, tp sbb die kayu,sbb tuh mahal sket agaknye..
Ayah: brape?
Amni: dlm rm**
Ayah: hmm, okla..
Amni:trime kasih ayah ;) (smbil melompat2 dlm hati)

Ayah dh bagi green light..wah, hatiku berbunge riang..x sabar2 rasenye nk trus pegi adopt itu drawer..haha..tp ade la pulak aral melintang yg menguji kesabaranku ini, maka lepas 2-3 ari baru ada kesempatan utk ke Carefour..

Scene 2
Amni: Mak, jom kite pegi Carefour nak?Amni nk beli drawer tu la..
Mak: Hmm, ok..
di Carefour, bhgian stationary
Amni: ........... :(
Mak: Nape Amni, ade x drawer tu?
Amni: Dah xde dh mak..berbulan2 amni tgk ade kt sini..tup-tup bile amni nk beli, ade pulak org lain beli..huhu..frustnye amni, mak.. :(
Mak: Dh tgk btol2 ke?(sambil mencari di rak berhampiran)tp yela Amni, hargenye pn dh xde..nak buat camane, xde rezeki amni la tuh..
Amni: :(
Mak: mehla kite cari t-shirt kat sane...(usaha memujuk anaknye yg dh masam mencuke)

Scene 3(makan malam di rumah)
Ayah: Macam mane, dh beli ke drawer tu?
Amni: Nk beli apenye ayah, dh xde dh, ade org lain beli..geram btol amni, punyela berbulan2, xde org nk beli, bile amni nk, xde pulak..hish..
Ayah:.......

Jadi setelah beberapa hari, lalu dptla aku melupakan buah hatiku itu sdikit demi sdikit..abih tuh, xkn nk meraung pulak..ala, drawer je pun..(sedapkan ati sndiri)

Pada suatu malam yg hening, lbih kurng jam 1.00 pg..sedang ku asyik mengadap intrnet dlm bilik..tetibe pintu bilik di buka dgn perlahan dr luar..rupe-rupenye, mak, dgn mate terpisat2(sbb sblum tu tido kt ruang tamu, time tu baru naik atas), masuk ke bilik ku, letakkan satu plastik Cosway di tepi katilku sambil mengucapkan "Happy Birthday" dlm nada yg mengantuk, dan berlalu pergi ke biliknye..aku pn gelakkan la mak sbb comel btol rupenye dgn muke ngantok itu, masih nk wish anak die happy birthday..padahal tahun2 sudah, wish aku keesokkan pagi je..pastu, tros la capai plastik cosway dn buka la..dh tau ni hadiah hari jadi..dlm hati dok pk2..ape ye mak bg tahun ni..mcm besar je dlm kotak ni..kotak wrne pink lak tu..bile dh bukak plastik tuh, tgn ni menggapai la kt birai atas kotak tu dlm usaha membuka kotak hadiah..aik, nape x leh bukak penutup kotak ni?belek punye belek, Laaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!Maaaaaaaaaakkkk!!! Bergegar rumah tuh mlm2 bute dgr aku jerit...meluru aku ke bilik mak aku...mak aku yg baru nk msuk toilet,tersengih je..."Sampai ati mak ni!!!mase bile mak beli LACI tu???" Mak boleh pulak sengih memanjang dgr aku membebel2 kt situ..Ayah pulak yg dh lena tido mestila terbangun punye dek kebisingn aku..kononnye baru berkire2 nk sergah aku pasal buat bising..pastu t'dgr pulak omelan2 ku, Ayah yg masih baring,terus duduk, dgn mate merah2 bru t'bgn dr tido, ckp "Happy Birthday!!" smbil turut tersengih2....ooooo...komplot rupenye diorang nih...hahaha..barula diorng crite btapa geli hatinye menahan gelak tengok muke aku yg masam mencuke bile frust x dpt beli drawer itu ari...haha..terasela kobodohan diri..tapi xpe, mlm tuh trase sgt happy..mmgla happy sbb dpt present tuh, tapi lagi happy bile pikirkan betape sweeeeeet dan comeeeelllllllnye parents ku tu...N this birthday juge 1st time aku dpt a birthday card from the whole family..

Oh ye, kisah adek2ku juge amat sweeeeet..diorng ni dh beli hadiah utk aku awal2 lagiey..n bile aku balik bercuti, dlm dok seminggu, asyk tgk muke aku, diorng ni x sbar2 nk bg hadiah kt aku..yg Adina, si bongsu, bg paling awal, siap suh bukak terus lak tuh..dl 2-3 ari pastu, mahira pulak bagi suh bukak present die bg..time tuh lagi 3 ari nk besday aku..mule2 aku x nk sbb nnti, time besday aku, xde hadiah lak utk dibuke..x beshla..tapi klu dh slalu dpn mate, tergugat jugak aku..dn akhrnye aku bukak jugela hadiahnye..dn hadiah2 mereka sangat comel...bagus citarasa diorng ni..hehe.. yg sorang lagi fariza, disebabkan die pn baru abis exam jugak,mcm aku, jadi aku paham ketidaksempatan masanye cari hadiah utk aku, jadi aku maafkan kelewatan beliau..hihi...Last but not least, i luv u ols

31 March 2010: D-Day

2010-04-08T01:24:00.003+08:00

Okay..here i am..updating this blog after been deserted by its own owner for ages..bak kate my sister, "agaknye dh ade living creature dh pn kt blog along tuh.."Anyway,d last entry was about me envying others for graduating, convo,etc n believe it or not, Alhamdulillah, now i have graduated from d medical school n insyaAllah will start working in june n attending d convo in august..

The whole 1 week of theory paper, osce day(long case n short cases) and 31 march 2010 are the moments which wouldn't be easily forgotten esp when the dean, Prof Lokman announced d names of each one of us who passed..it was announced in Dewan Auditorium UKMMC at 4.15pm according to our matric numbers. Among me and my 3 best friends(asmal, nadiah zaki & marina), nad's name was announced first, followed by me, asmal n lastly marina..The palpitation i had was getting more n more worse as the numbers were getting near to mine..the feeling couldn't be described with words which i'm sure most of us would have agree..the moment nad was announced passed, i prayed really hard for me n others to also pass and be able to share this joy together..and the moment my name was announced, all emotions were there at the same time..thankful, relieved, joy with tears, but still anxious for still not knowing the results of the other two..and when marina's name was called, only then i was able to be truly happy..immediately after the dean had called the last person and dismiss us, i called my parents, and grandparents telling them the big news..they were so happy to know that i made it, n i was (n still am) even more happy for making them happy..later, i found out that my father was looking at his blackberry on his desk all the time waiting for my call that evening while my mother was anxiously waiting at home and expressing her anxiety in her fb status..hehe..when i got home that day, they were already there waiting for me..my parents had even post to their fb about my result and getting congratz from d relatives (faster than me, huh)..haha..

Being only a few days from my birthday, i take this as the biggest birthday present ever esp when i saw the happy faces of my parents & when they said they are proud of me..

comeback

2009-08-16T18:26:00.002+08:00

yeah,d brpe lame x update?hmm..almost for 8 months..

why?simple,juz x rase nk berblogging..dun know why had that feeling though..

ok, enuf bout that..

i'm very lonely now..

all my housemates were sent for posting outside..

teluk intan, slim river and tanjung karang..

n kebetulan they all went at d same time..

so here i am..alone in my room..

so bored n not knowing wut to do..

(padahal byk je bende nk kene wat..hehe)

eventhough this weekend is not like a weekend..

all thanx to the Mecca( medical career carnival)..

well, at least my housemates were here..

(were forced to attend that thing)

n spending d whole weekend with housemates n bestfriends..

very nice..

since start postings ni, everyone were busy with their own life,

even ngn housemates pn pernah 2 hari baru berjumpe..

i'm kind of worried rite now..

with my study grup..

which seems not progressing at all..

i'm one that really depends on study group..

not 100% dependent, but it surely does helps me a lot..

pro-exam is juz a few months away..*sigh*

it's convo fever rite now..

quite a numbers of my frens actually graduate dis year..

including ones who are really close to me rite now..

glad to see their happy faces on d big day..

even x dpt pegi, at least looking at their pics inspires me..

am very happy for them..

fret not, amni, ur time is soon to come..

walaupun x sabar nk tinggu that day comes,

it also fears me wif d responsibility that comes wif it..

for me it means-u re now released into the world of reality..

n am i actually ready for that?

2008-12-15T18:45:00.002+08:00

another song that keeps playing again & again in my head recently..

It takes a crane to build a crane
it takes two floors to make a story
it takes an egg to make a hen
it takes a hen to make an egg
there is no end to what i'm saying

it takes a thought to make a word
and it takes some words to make an action
and it takes some work to make it work
it takes some good to make it hurt
it takes some bad for satisfaction

ah la la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la
ah mmmm

it takes a night to make it dawn
and it takes a day to you yawn brother
and it takes some old to make you young
it takes some cold to know the sun
it takes the one to have the other

and it takes no time to fall in love
but it takes you years to know what love is
and it takes some fears to make you trust
it takes those tears to make it rust
it takes the dust to have it polished, yea

ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
ha la la la la la la life goes full circle
ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
ha la la la

it is so
and it is so

it takes some silence to make sound
and it takes a loss before you found it
and it takes a road to go nowhere
it takes a toll to make you care
it takes a hole to make a mountain

ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
ha la la la la la la life goes full circle
ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
ha la la la la la la life is meaningful
ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
ha la la la la la

it is so wonderful
and it is so meaningful
it is so wonderful
it is meaningful
it is wonderful
it is meaningful
it goes full circle
wonderful
meaningful
full circle
wonderful

download

Betapa Aku Cinta Padamu

2008-12-13T22:28:00.008+08:00

Papaparara..Ooo...Aa...Subidu

Dihati Ini
Hanya Dirimu
Yang Aku Sayang, Yang Aku Rindu
Setiap Saat
Setiap Waktu
Kuingin Engkau Slalu Ada Disisiku

Izinkan Aku Kecup Keningmu
Izinkan Aku Peluk Dirimu
Izinkan Aku Hadir Didalam Mimpimu
Betapa Aku Cinta Padamu
Betapa Aku Aku Ingin Dirimu
Yang Kan Menjadi Bagian Dari Hidupku, Oh..Kasih...

Papaprappp..Uu..Aa.....

Dihati Ini
Hanya Dirimu
Yang Aku Sayang, Yang Aku Rindu
Setiap Saat
Setiap Waktu
Kuingin Engkau Slalu Ada Disisiku

Izinkan Aku Kecup Keningmu
Izinkan Aku Peluk Dirimu
Izinkan Aku Hadir Didalam Mimpimu
Betapa Aku Cinta Padamu
Betapa Aku Ingin Dirimu
Yang Kan Menjadi Bagian Dari Hidupku, Oh..Kasih...

Download lagunya disini : Betapa Aku Cinta Padamu-Afgan

Saye di tagged!!

2008-12-13T21:52:00.005+08:00

Demi menjawab tag cik naniko ini, saye merajinkan diri saye ini..apekah??hehe..

1. Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup kamu?
- purse dan intinya..

2. Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan wang sendiri?

- baju

3. Di manakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
- erm..di rumah saye..

4. Berapa lama anda rasa hubungan kamu berkekalan?

- insyaAllah selama2nya..

5. Adakah anda dilamun cinta?
- hmm..cinta pada Allah, ibu bapa, saudara dan sahabat..

6. Di manakah restoran terakhir kamu makan malam?
- Nandos

7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?

- Inkheart-Cornelia Funke

8. Apakah nama penuh kamu?
- Hakimah Amni Binti Muhammad Razif

9. Kamu lebih senang dengan mak atau ayah?
- mak

10. Namakan seseorang yang kamu ingin jumpa untuk pertama kalinya dalam hidup anda?

- bakal suamiku..hehe..

11.Sebutkan 8 nama sahabat yang paling rapat dengan kamu?
- 8 nama yang paling rapat sekarang: marina, asmal, nad, fana, syafiqah, ejom, intan, dilah

12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian anda sendiri?
- erm, tidak..mesin yg membasuhnye..

13. Tempat yang paling seronok kamu mahu pegi?
- pulau pangkor, pulau redang..

14. Pelukan atau ciuman?
- pelukan DAN ciuman

15. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu.

hanani:
-coursemate n study-group mate
-duk kat padang midin..
- suke masak n baking..
-pernah bawak sushi gi study group..thnx nani..
- baik n senang berkawan ngn die..

16. 8 perkara yang amat saya gilai
- shopping..ade musim tau..skrg musim shopping baju..hehe
- lagu2 best..skrg suke dgr lagu afgan: betapa aku cinta padamu
- cokelat
- novel inggeris, fiction eg: harry potter, narnia, golden compass, his dark material's trilogy
- all bout harry potter (novels, films, websites, etc)
-makan..
- tidur..
- internet..

17. 8 perkataan yang sering di ucapkan
-...kot...
-malasla..
-teruk betol!!

18. 8 buah buku yang paling terbaru dibaca.

- Inkheart
- apley's system of orthopaedics n fracture
- UM orthopaedic examination
- McNab Orthopaedic: backpain
-apley's orthopaedics examination
- sunflower paediatric
- Nelson's paediatric
- paediatric protocol

19. 8 lagu yang saya boleh dengar berulang kali.
- betapa aku cinta padamu-afgan
- yang aku tau cinta itu indah-afgan feat nagita slavina
- life is wonderful- jason mraz
- mau yang besar-pianka
- sad tango- rain
- semoga abadi- misha omar
-ku tunggu jandamu-irwansyah
- cinta ini membunuhke- d'masiv

19. 8 perkara yang saya pelajari tahun lalu
-huhu..setahun lalu tuh..formally, 4 posting mase tahun lepasla:surgery, o&g, jkm, medicine..informally, byk n x igt dah..

20. Mari men'tag' 8 orang lain.
-bley x nk skip part nih..heheh..

happy & sad raya..

2008-12-13T19:15:00.007+08:00

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well, stlh lme meninggalkan ruangan ini, sehingga ade yg terbatuk2 bile singgah sini, ni la nk
cite sket pe yg jd raye aidiladha yg baru seminggu berlalu..

as usual, family aku akan beraye kat kl je tiap2 kali raye aji memandangkan kampung yg nun jauh di besut..so, tahun ni, weekend before raye tuh, memandangkan semue pn ade di rumah, ayah pn bawakla kitorang jln2 gi shopping di sunway pyramid..aku klu bab2 shopping nih, happy sakanla (heheh).. pastu, yg peliknye, di akhir hari, ayah aku lak yg beriye2 shopping baju die..sedangkan aku, pulang dgn tgn kosong (cis, xleh jd nih, x prnah jd cmni..huhu)

al-kisahnye, sebelum kuar rmh pagi tuh, kitorang(aku, mak n adik2) komen la dressing ayah aku ni yg asik2 same je rupenye..sluar itam, ngn t-shirt yg ntah zaman bile die beli..
aku pn korek2 la almari ayah n jmpela sehelai sluar yg tidak berwarna itam dan casual shirt yg cantik sket..then, mak aku la yg cadangkan alang2 nk gi kedai ni, ape kate kitorang make over ayah aku..wah, bernas2..so, ape lgi, sampai2 je, we all carila kedai baju utk ayah aku dulu..then, kitorang pilih2, pastu biar ayah aku yg decide nk amik yg mane (yela, die nye duit kan..).sambil2 die decide tuh, aku n adik2 pn pegila meronda2 dulu ke kedai2 lain..mak mestila stay ngan ayah(merpati due sejoli..heh.. )
dh jnji dh nk jmpe kat Nichii (kedai pakaian pempuan)..pusing punye pusing, x de lak baju yg
aku berkenan..adik2 aku dh jmpe baju diorang tp parents aku still x muncul2 lagi..lame gak ar tunggu..
.:di kala menunggu:..:siap ade tag Nichii lagi:.

.:tadaa:.

.:ni namenye x de keje:.

.:mak pn nk join venture gak:.

last2 ble parents aku muncul, rupe2nye dey all smpat singgah due tige kedai lagi beli baju ayah ..(amboi2)..baik tol mood ayah ari tuh..last2 ayah aku beli 2 pasang sluar n 2 helai shirt plus sehelai jaket..aku? kan dh ckp td x beli pape..huhu..x pe2, window shopping pn jadile..

.:tgkla ayah aku ni berposing sakan ngn baju barunye:.

.:ade hati nk jadi model tuh..heheh:.

.:abihla ayah aku sorang nih..hihi:.

psst: esoknye, kitorang gi d curve..kononnye nk try makan kat d street yg ala2 omputih nye stail tu..ayah aku ni x abih lagi angin beli baju die, smpat beli lagi sehelai shirt..ish3..seb baek ari tuh aku ade gak la beli sumthing (novel 'inkheart'-x abis bace lg tp mmg best)..and kitorang makan kat thai express..fuh mmg sdap n lain dr yg lain..

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now, here comes the sad part during raye..ianye berkenaan dengan kucing kesayangan keluargaku, Nami..bagi yg pernah bace ttg kisahnye setahun lalu, mesti tau betapa Nami ni bermakne bgi kami sekeluarge..jikalau setahun lalu, di malam raye aidiladha, kami kehilangan Nami utk seketika (3 bulan die melarikan diri), tapi kali ini, genap setahun, di malam raye juge die meninggalkan kami utk selamanye..

Nami disahkan menghidap Feline Immunodeficiency Virus,FIV (bersamaan HIV klu pada manusia) lebih kurang 2 bulan lepas..mmg tidak mengejutkan aku sewaktu dpt berite tuh dari mak aku, memandangkan recently, Nami kerap benar mengalami infection yg pelbagai..fungal infection, conjunctivitis, pneumonia, etc..satu persatu penyakit dtg silih berganti..pada pendapat ku, kemungkinan besar Nami dijangkiti FIV sewaktu die menghilangkan diri dari rumah setahun lepas sebab sepanjang dalam jagaan kami, die hanye dilepaskan di dalam rumah dan halaman blakang rumah (itupun with supervision..cewah..)

Agaknye, mase disahkan tuh, mungkin dah ade AIDS pun..sejak 2 bulan tuh, keadaan die merosot dan amat menyedihkan..tak lagi aktif, berat badan susut (obvious giler muscle wasting die), muscle weakness..
and for the past 3 weeks, each time aku balik rmh weekend, keadaannye bertambah teruk..progressively worsening muscle weakness sampaikan nk berjalan ke 'jamban' die utk passing urine pn x sempat dan leading to urinary incontinence..sampai at one stage he cannot even stand to feed himself..makan pn kne bersuap..minum with syringe..btol2 mcm jage org sakit..until finally, nk angkat kepala pn x larat..bile aku angkat kpale die dh mcm kepala ayam yg baru kne smbelih tuh..tgk die menderite cmtu mmg menyayat hati..lagi sedih bile sometimes nmpak airmatenye mengalir..walau keadaan die cmtu, die still nk mkn..that's d worst part-bile still nk mkn but keadaan x m'izinkan..no, that's not the worst, d worst was when he couldn't swallow d food and we had to push it down with syringed water..

and, on d evening before raye, that is, malam raya, we all bace yasin n doa if umurnya masih panjang, sembuhkanlah dgn segera n klu ditakdirkan akan pergi, biarla disegerakan dan hentikan penderitaannya..and Alhamdulillah, jam 10 mlm tuh, Nami menghembuskan nafasnye yg terakhir dgn mak aku disisinya..disahkan ngn unresponsive, dilated pupil..betapa hibanya kami mlm tu..tapi dlm sedih2 tuh, mak aku sempat lagi suruh cek nadi Nami tuh..manela aku tau nk cek kat mane pulse kucing..adoyai..Later, aku n ayah jadi 'penggali kubur ' mlm tu..nasib baik still ade tanah seciput kat depan rumah..terase lawak pn ade mase tuh bile kitorang siap gali and tanam Nami menghadap kiblat..

begitulah kisahnye kesedihan di malam raye (n pagi raye)..sampaikan mak aku pn x de mood nk masak nasi himpit n kuah kacang..sudahnye menu kami di pagi raye hanyelah lakse terengganu..

weekend's update

2008-11-01T19:52:00.003+08:00

Hmm..another weekend at home..slagiey leh balik (dan rmh pn dekat), di sinilah aku bile hujung minggu..home sweeeet home..hehe..

td pagiey, sume ~~tenage kerja~~ org yg ade kat rumah ni ~~dikerah~~ bersama pegi monolng adik aku, fariza memunggah barang die ke bilik laen kat hostel die sempena masuk sem baru nih..

erm..x dela penat sgt memandangkan bilik lame and baru die pn due2 tingkat due je..
and barang die x byk mane pn (beza gile klu pindah brg aku..hehe)

adik aku suke gile la dgn blk baru die..dahla single..duk lak serumah ngn geng2 die..
mane x nye, ngn housemate die yg lpas ade yg x ngam..

oh ye...x taula korang2 kat ktdi ni dh tau ke blom..tp ahad ni akan ade juri yg dtg ke ~~rumah~~ apartment anda utk menilai bagi pertandingan apartment tercantik sempena hari keluarga KTDI..

jd aku dan housemates ku yg disayangi (yakni k.has n marina) pn berpakatla mengemas rumah ptg jumaat lpas, after common lcture (sbb aku n marina nk blk mlm tu gak..hehe)
kitorng x dela beriye pn menghias2..
cukupla setakat mengemas n spring cleaning rumah tu..dan menyental pe yg patut..

supaya x dela malu sgt bile org masuk nnti..hehe..
so, kirenye klu dr segi kecantikan tu x la, tp kebersihan tu okla kot..heeee..
dan sronot sgt ble tgk rumah yg dh bersih ..

orait..till then..daa~

2008-10-27T19:29:00.002+08:00

abih dh cutiey...x nak baliiiikkk..huhu..

kihkihkih..trok tol aku ni kan, dh lme x update, tup2 bising x nk balik lak..hehe

bilela agaknye tenet kat blok b tuh nk direpairkan agaknye ek?
jeles je tgk yg laen leh on9..
dan terase lah susahnye nk wat keje yg memerlukan tenet ni..(spt ssm ku yg haru itu...)

bekerja kerasla nmpaknye kami nk mengejarkan menyiapkan proposal ssm ni..adoila..

k, just a quick entry for now (blehla sekadar membuang sawang di blog aku nih..hehe)..
nk bersiap blk ke kolej..
de discussion stdy grup kol 9 ni..

daa~

2008-09-28T05:20:00.008+08:00

arghh, kenyangnye..alhamdulillah, baru lpas sahur...

Yeay! jap lagi, lbey kurang kol 9, nk bertolak balik terengganu..setahun sekali je balik kg..dh ar due2 kg kat sane..

semalam dh siap ~~kemas~~ pack baju..make sure baju raye x tinggal..penting wo..nangis pg raye klu x de bju..hehe..

dan juge tolong mak kemas rumah, basuh baju(esp yg nk bwk blk)..
dan ape2 yg patut..(emoticon kt bwh nih exagerate jek ..heh)

baju nk pakai jap lagi pn dh siap gosok..

kuih raye tahun ni wat sejenis je..yg senang2 je, kuih cornflakes tuh..walaupun senang, itu yg faveret ramai tau..mesti tuh abih dulu..(dh abis sebalang pun)....

kueh tuh aku dh wat mase aku cuti akhir sem, minggu lepas..

yg laen2, mak aku beli je..

and ade gak yang org bagi..

lepas subuh ni mak suruh alihkan pasu bunge yg ade kt bwh atap ni, suh bwk keluar, so klu hujan dpt gak air..ye ar, nk tinggal seminggu, ade gak yg ~~kebulur~~ kehausan nnti..hehe..

lpas ni nk mandi dan bersiap2la..

hiii, x sabarnye nk balik kg..

p/s: sronot main ngn emoticons ni..hehe..

p/s2: tahun ni dpat gak kad raye..hehe

p/s3: klu ade mase, kt kampung n bleh online, nnti update lagiey..

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin

2008-09-27T00:15:00.003+08:00

Pixel Code Graphics

p/s:thnx to shah for introducing chokilala's site..very interesting indeed and from her site, i got to go to a few more useful sites too..

HaPPy HoLiDaYs!!!

2008-09-11T17:45:00.003+08:00

ENJOY THE SEMESTER BREAK!!!!

Upin & Ipin -season 2..

2008-09-07T21:46:00.006+08:00

Upin & Ipin musim kedue dh start jumaat lepas..
kpd sesape yg minat gak, slamat menonton.. ;)

5 Sept 08- Tadika

6 Sept 08- Anak Bulan

7 Sept 08- Adat

Selamat Menjalani Ibadah Puasa

2008-09-07T15:14:00.008+08:00

Hampir seminggu Ramadhan, hopenye x lambat sgt nk wish sahabat2 dan semua muslimin muslimat Selamat Menjalani Ibadah Puase..bersamalah kite tingkatkan amalan di bulan Ramadhan ini..

p/s: suke tgk upin & ipin ni..comel.. :)

Ganbatte

2008-09-07T15:01:00.006+08:00

Tinggal satu paper je lagi-OSCE psychistry..
Ganbatte Kimah!!!
All d best for 4th year medical student in the remaining paper-OSCEs:

psychiatry

paediatric

orthopedic

Mantera beradu-malique ft m. nasir

2008-08-24T14:22:00.004+08:00

masih belum sempurna..
bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Gerakkan Hati... Hati gerakkan...
Pandanglah aku.. aku lah dia..

kulitku tebal.. ku kebal.. ingatku kebal..
hanya berbual makan angin kembung perut mual...
resah dan tidak senang.. hidup tak pernah lenang..
ku schizo paranoia takut pecah tembelang

pecah tembelang... peta dah hilang...
bangau dah pulang... suara sumbang..

lidahku kaku tak selicin kuku
teman baikku buku
bini ku pena.. tak pernah lena
aku suka mengintai pantang ditenung
berakhir pertelingkahan dalaman
pasti belum

ikut gerak hati.. pena melayang
dilihat dua layang pandang
tak lah sekarang
takat meradang
tanya.. abang gedang, apa barang?
badan macam badang
main macam belakang parang

kuhunuskan keris musuh ada pistol
tradisi kekalkan adaptasi harus betul
tujuh baris keramat tujuh garis penamat
baik berpada biar jahat asal selamat

ramai saudaraku yang baik telah dipijak

awan mendung yang berarak
bawa tangis bawa resah
rebah rindu yang terkumpul
semua birat dan kalimah
semua janji yang terikat
lebur disisimu

yo ijazah terbaik datangnya dari jalanan
dari pengalaman bercakap dan bersalaman
konflik motivasi cuba medatasi
positif dan benci jadi inspirasi pagi

peduli itu interpretasi basi pekakkan sebelah
halang biar keduanya muka cantik
soalan bodoh yang ditanya jadi melodinya
lebih hina dari zina

lu bikin dosa ku bikin prosa
testosterone testarosa
citacita sosa kl kl kosa nostra
jalan berliku ku harung roller coaster
gah sentosa tiada penyesalan
luas pandangan jauh dah berjalan
tak sempurna masih ada kejanggalan
gagal merancang, merancang kegagalan

awan mendung yang berarak
bawa tangis bawa resah
rebah rindu yang terkumpul
semua birat dan kalimah
semua janji yang terikat
lebur disisimu

kucing bawa tidur rimau bawa igau
masuk tempat orang bawa otak bukan pisau

naik bukit angkuh cakap ayah jangan risau
turun bukit pucat dengar tiga miaww
kucing bawa tidur rimau bawa igau
masuk tempat orang bawa otak bukan pisau

tolak pintu gua tiga kerat tenaga
kosong tak dijaga sampai datang tiga naga
ingat nak berlaga tapi tak kan boleh menang
menang dengan otak tak mesti dengan pedang

sebelum jadi bangkai ikan koi renang renang
pura pura salah jawapan untuk naik berang
panggil lima kawan atau biar pergi laju
risaukan pekara remeh kita tak akan maju
muka sama hijau hati siapa tahu
merah dah menyala pasti mati siapa mahu
gagap tiga kali bercakap benar saja
bulan terang ramai yang keluar buat kerja

panjat pokok buluh cari tukun air terjun
naik sampai nampak dah terpegun turun
tiga ular ikut lompat atau paut
kalau lari mati jika jerut maut

awan mendung yang berarak
bawa tangis bawa resah
rebah rindu yang terkumpul
semua birat dan kalimah
semua janji yang terikat
lebur disisimu

puisi hati mu... hati mu puisi
palu hati ku palu hatiku

kulit tak besalin walau saling ganti baju
pandang sini pandang sini
ku berbahasa baku kata kata nahu
himpun jadi satu
mantera beradu dengan irama dan lagu

akhirnya sempurna....

setelah 2 bln menyepi, tiada alasan yg nk dibg untuk sebab mengapa blog ni dh berabuk (bak kate dila)..hehe..sebab yg paling kukuh adalah kerana malas..huhu..tapi utk yg rajin mengupdate blog tuh, slalu je aku gi lawat blog korang..lebih senang membace dr menaip cerite sendiri..

lirik di atas ni adalah lirik lagu baru m.nasir featuring malique..lagu tuh ade kat singing box kat sidebar blog aku klu korang nk dgr..first time aku dgr kat radio, trase teruje nk tau lirik penuh sbb mase dgr tuh hnye sempat menangkap sket2 je and ape yg aku dpt tngkap tuh membuatkan aku rase pelik ngan liriknye dan timbul curiosity nk tau ape sbnrnye cite die..terpulanglah pade korang camne nk tafsir jalan cite die tp pilihan kata2 die mmgla pelik bg aku..namun respect gak sbb mostly kata2nya adalah berkaitan dgn alam sekitar..contohnye, cube kire berape jenis bintang yg disebutkan dlm lirik di atas? ade enam jenis sumenye..dan akhir skali sepelik2 liriknye, ade terselit mesej2 nasihat dan teguran yg bergune dalam lagu tersebut..

well, aku x tau when is my next entry, so i want to wish all my medical student friends the very best of luck in our coming exam dan semoga Allah permudahkan segala urusan dan makbulkan doa kita kite semua..Amin.

Weekend ku..

2008-06-16T18:59:00.009+08:00

Di dalam kesibukan yg slalu dialami oleh org2 yg slalu tangguh wat cwu mcm aku nih, sempatla lagi aku pulang ke rumah pada hujung minggu lepas utk bersama2 ke PD kerana ada family day utk department ayah..walaupun pada awalnye x mau ikut, tapi akhirnye pergi jua memandangkan dh lame betul aku x join family aku gi holiday..
memandangkan pagi sabtu tuh aku, ayah and mak aku ade appointment ngn dr kiropraktik kami, maka bertolaklah kami tgh hari tuh dlm kol 12.00.berhenti jap mkn tgh hari and meneruskan perjalanan..sampai dan check in,solat pastu terus turun pantai utk acara sukaneka..
kami semua dh diberi kumpulan masing2.aku yg sepatutnye rumah biru, tetibe masuk rumah oren gara2 ayah aku yg nk suruh aku ganti mak aku yg x brpe sihat..dan menyebabkan 'kekecohan' di kalangan rumah biru kerana kehilangan seorang tenaga pemain(cewah..haha)

.:bergambar sebelum mule game:.

.:acara tarik tali(fariza bertudung hitam):.

.:saye bertudung hitam:.

.:tarik ayah,tarik:.

sebenarnye banyak lagi game2 yg ada tapi tidakla diuploadkan gambar..amatla worn out selepas bertarik tali..dah la earlier kene lawan with 2 other teams to get into final..dan the other team yg also dpt final tuh hanye perlu lwn sekali je!it's so not fair..then mase final sume dah keletihan and dapatla kami gelaran naib juare sahaje..dan keesokan harinye sehingga ke hari ini, amatlah sakitnye seluruh badan yang dh lame x exercise nih..huhu..sehingga lebam tanganku..huhu..x pernah sebelum ni main tarik tali smpai lebam..

Kami, kumpulan oren yg dinobatkan sebagai juara keseluruhan..bangge2..

.:Sebelum dinner mlm tuh:.

Bersedia tunggu utk beratur amik makanan..Notice that we chosed the table nearest to the buffet table back there? haha..

The dinner that night was fun.The food was nice eventhough satu meja dinner tuh rocking mcm perahu..kenape??mane taknye, dibaginye pisau roti utk wat potong daging..klu daging tuh empuk giler x pela gak..tp disebabkan aku nih penggemar daging esp lamb, disabarkan hati dan dikuatkan semangat gak memotong daging tuh..nasib x tercampak je..haha..and mujo meja tuh hanye ade aku, adik2 ku dan 2 lagi anak kawan ayah aku yg kecik2..so, x dela malu sgt..

Selepas upacara makan, tibalah masa persembahan dan permainan teka-teki diselang seli ngn acara cabutan bertuah..memule ade pertunjukan pakaian beragam oleh kanak2 bwh 5 tahun..and the kids were very the chumelicious in their costumes..and my sister was chosen to be a jury..wah, i think she deserves the job since she is a fashion maniac..

then, adela beberape games yg kebanyakannye meng'involve'kan kanak2..i think it was a great idea since the kids were having fun unlike other occasion where the kids were not involved and it must be so boring for them..macam malam tuh, sampaikan ade beberape budak siap bersila dpn pentas sbb nk berebut jwb teka-teki punye pasal..

habis acara kanak2, then tibela mase org2 dewasa membuat persembahan..sebnarnye staffs from each department yg kne perform and it was a pertandingan..So, then since it was a competition, the juries must be from a 'badan2 berkecuali' So, the MC announced who the juries are" Juri pertama kite, En. Razif (my dad, so clap clap), juri kedue, isteri En. Razif (my mom??apakah? clap2 again) dan juri ketiga, anak en. Razif (Huh???)" . Nasib baik senang je keje die, juz pick 1st, 2nd and 3rd place among the 3 performances sesuke ati..so, aku pn pilih jela yg mane aku rase menghiburkan aku mengikut tempatnye..haha..

then the final acara, it was poco-poco..oh, i olredy forgotten the steps. it has been so long ago when i last menari poco-poco nih..but luckily my sister remembered it after a few tries.My father was supposed to be the instructor at the front tp sbb die pn lupe, disuruhnye adik aku tuh wat kt depan. bile dh lame x poco2, bile dh dpt tngkap steps tuh and wat ramai2, best pulak..

And later that night, walaupun teramatlah penat dimana sume familyku terus rebah atas katil, aku ngn rajinnye(rajin ke??) bersengkang mate menyiapkan case write up..huhu..tp hanye leh bertahan sampai 2.30 je pagi tuh and terus tido..

.:Berposing di balcony selepas breakfast:.

.:Gambar terakhir sebelum berangkat pulang:.

Happy belated birthday Marina..

2008-06-13T18:35:00.005+08:00

kate2 atas kek:Marina, we luv you, c how big the cake is :)

huhu..setelah berminggu x dpt2 jugak gambar dari sumber utama, aku decide nk mengepost jela entry nih dengan gambar yang ade dulu..nnti dh dpt yg lain, aku masukkan..hmm..dh brpe minggu ye, jap tgk kalendar..owh, dh due minggu..kejutan sambutan hari jadi cik Marina yg ke 22 telah berlangsung pada hari ahad malam isnin bersamaan 2 Jun 2008 pada jam 12.15 am..

mmg pada awalnye terfikir nk plan surprise party tp niat terbantut bile memikirkan yg Marina slalu x de di kolej pada ahad malam kerana bermalam di rumah kakaknye..mmg dh jadi rutin marina utk balik ke rumahnye di melake itu pada setiap hujung minggu kalau xde ape2 hal..dan akan pulang ke kolej sebentar pada ptg ahad utk menghantar barangnye dan seterusnye ke rumah kakaknye di taman melati..pulang semula ke PPUKM pd pagi isnin esoknye utk ke wad seperti biase..

nk dijadikan cerita, pd hujung minggu itu, cik sarah menumpang kereta marina utk pulang ke rumahnye di mlake juge dan balik ke kolej bersama2 juge..ptg ahad itu, mereka bertolak agak lambat..cik sarah yg kebetulan baru tahu yg esoknye b'day marina semase di dalam perjalanan terus menghantar sms kat aku mencadangkan beli kek dan wat surpeise party utk marina mlm tuh. . tapi pada ketika itu cik marina nih, belumlah confirm lagi utk tidak ke rumah kakaknye mlm itu. walaubagaimanapun, hasil nasihat cik sarah dan memandangkan hari pn dh agak lewat utk ke rumah kakaknye, maka marina pun membuat keputusan utk tido saje di kolej mlm itu..

aku yg baru nk blk kolej lpas maghrib bergegas pulang ke kolej, bgtau plan kat k.has suh die ajak budak satu blok yg lain, dan berkejar ke secret recipe berdekatan ngan cik sarah, asmal, dan nad( kebetulan lak sume ade hal masing2 pada kul 9 mlm dan kami akhirnye lambat sket ke perjumpaan kami) ..dan hampir kantoi ngn tuan punye badan semase sampai di kolej dgn kek..(nasib baik dpt diselamatkan)..kami bergegas ke perjumpaan masing2(aku de study group) dan berpakat utk wat surprise tuh kol 12.30. Sekembalinye aku dari study group, asmal dan sudah menunggu di rumah depan(rmh syafiqah) dengan masin2 bermate kuyu dan mencadangkan utk wat trus kol 12 memandangkan mereka sudah tidak mampu menongkat mate(haishla..mcm2 diorang ni)..

Sudahnye, kami pn memanggil la sesape yg ade utk turut serta, bersiap sedia dengan kek.. dan menyerang bilik cik marina yang ternyata tidak menjangkakan ape2 mlm itu . Dgn wajah yg terpinga2 dan terkejut dengan serbuan kami, hanye tersengih kambing kemudiannye..maka setelah bergambar dengan kek itu, apa lagi, bersama2 la kami menghabiskan kek itu dan kerepek2 yg dibeli awalnye td tetapi hanye berjaye menghabiskan separuh saje kek itu kerana kekenyangan yang amat sangat..sudahnye cik asmal dan cik nad yg dah ptosis matenye tadi balik ke bilik mereka jam 2 pagi..huhu..begitula ceritanye sambutan hari jadi marina pd tahun ini..

kami yg melantak kek dan kerepek..mane besday gal??

the so-called VIP kononnye sbb tuh duk atas katil ;p

1/2 day in the day care (occupational therapy)..

2008-06-06T18:52:00.011+08:00

This morning i went to the ward with the intention to look for my case-write up patient's file but unfortunately it was kept by his doctor. So, i end up accompanying syafiqah copying down from her patient's file. while waiting for her, i went to the Psychiatry Community Centre (aka Day care) and met a few other medical students there. and i joined them doing all sorts of activities there..Some of them were painting (Maynot, Aini and Seen Sze), while shima and K.Jijah were helping K. Ila(patient)making a 'kek kukus' in the kitchen and the cake is for us! I joined Alya(patient) making bead flowers. Then Bajat, Faiz and Raw came and joined us too. Actually ocupational therapy is one kind of psychotherapy where the patients's skills and interests were identified and were improved so that the patients can survive when they go out. but since today the other regular patients didn't come, so it was just us, 2 patients, occupational therapist and the staff nurse.
Colour painting which was beautiful when finished( i forgot to snap the finished work)

Me and Alya

beaded flowers

Me and Syafiqah with the organ

having a break with the kek kukus and hot chocolate.yummy..
Faiz and Raw playing the organ

p/s: i was supposed to report on Marina's birthday celebration which was on last sunday night, but still working on collecting the pictures from sarah..

Eight Random Facts/habits About Yourself

2008-06-03T19:49:00.007+08:00

i've been tagged by cik alialala

The Rules :
1. Each blogger must post these rules first.
2. Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they've been tagged, and to read your blog.

And here it goes,8 random facts about me...

1. i like handicrafts and anything to do with art..

i've always love this sort of things but in this recent couples of years, it was a bit exaggerated where i tried a few kind of art such as making paperbags out of wrapping paper leftovers, crayon painting(thanks to izzati for teaching me), cross-stitching, DIY 3-D puzzle, and the most recent is making cards..however, i have this habit of trying new things and unable to hold the pleasure for a long time..i mean, there'll be a season where i only like to make cards and the have flight of ideas and i'll make a lot of cards until at one point i was fed-up and had lost the pleasure doing that particular thing..then, i'll be low and stable until i find a new hobby..

2. i love a song because of the song and seldom due to the singer..

yes, i can easily like a song if the music and lyric is beautiful that i sometimes love a song even it was the first time i heard it. but i can like the song too if it was often played on the radio and without realizing, humming along with the song..i am not the kind of people who are die-hard fans of one particular singer and will love their songs no matter what..for instance, i like a song so much but that doesn't means i like the other songs by the same singer.

3. i have a history of taking keyboard class..

during the holiday while waiting for SPM result, i've taken a class on playing keyboard..because i was still 16 at the time cannot have the test for the driving license yet, so i took a keyboard class..why keyboard? because i had a keyboard as a present for passing the PTS exam in standard 3 but i was never taught formally on how to play it. how come i got it as a present, it was all started when i was about 8 or 9 y/o,(the story was told by my mom) when she was cooking and suddenly heard someone played a 'selamat hari raya' song using a small piano toy. and when she went to look, it was me who played it and was surprised by it. Since then i can play a few more simple children song.so, then, when i passed the exam, she suggested to my father to give me a real keyboard. I was so happy then even though i can only play with a finger. it was about 6 years later only i managed to learn basic things and learnt to play a few songs with two hands. But unfortunately, i was unable to finish the course because of matriculation admission. So, the course was half way only and with lack of practice these past few years i am not sure whether i can still play it or not..the keyboard is now kept on a bookshelf and i bet it was very dusty..

4. i was once a ' kera sumbang'..

haha..that was what i recently realized when i got a feedback from a long lost friend whom i met last year..i met a few of my primary school friends and one of them told me later that he was surprised that i was not how he used to know me. from what he said, i was once very 'sombong' especially after i jumped class into standard 5 and at one point decided not to be my friend anymore. And he was surprised to see the new me who is more talkative and friendly and was happy for me. Later i checked out with my mom and dad on how my childhood like from thier perspective and they said that i hardly have a lot of close friends when i was little because as what they said, i had difficulties in making friends due to my unfriendliness..no wonder i had very2 few closed childhood friends. My mom said i had changed with years and become more friendly now..i feel very bad to my childhood friends for hurting their feelings but i really did not mean it.sorry.and to all my friends, thanks for being my friends and may the freindship last forever..

5. 'kimot' was the nickname by friends and 'amni' is what my parent called me

sorry lala for taking your idea on the topic..hehe..let's start with 'amni'. This is what my parents and relatives called me. But most of my friends and teachers tends to called my first name which is 'hakimah'. So, from 'hakimah', it was shortened to 'kimah'(still used by some of my friends). and during my secondary school, there was a time when all names was ended up with'-ot' (linda-> lindot, una-> unot) . So was my name which ends up with 'kimot'. i thought it will end as i finished secndry school but no, it follows me until here in HUKM eventhough i never introduce myself as kimot to my new friends..

6. i love shopping...

huhu, eventhough it was a bad habit but i still love it..this was one of my bad habit which is BOROS..huhu..it makes me happy to buy new things..this also have seasons..Last time i was obsessed with bracelets and i was like "pantang jmpe kedai aksesori" and i'll go in..Now was blouse, shoes and bags season and luckily my college was a bit far from the malls..i'll shop more if i go out with my family..hehe..either way it was still shopping..and the collections fills up my room and makes it look very crowded..and asmal had sounded me on reducing the items in my room.. ;p

7. i like to store food..

My room was never out of food supply..i'll buy food such as biscuits and chips but always do not eat them..it will take a while for my food to reduce in quantity especially if it was only me who eat them..so, my new strategy is, i put my food on the rack outside my room and told my housemates to just eat them whenever they want..

8. My favourite western food is lamb chop..

i can go to a few restaurant and ordered the same menu just to compare which one serves a better lamb chop..haha..and until now i would say that there are 2 place which i like the lamb chop the best, which are 1. The Western cafe, Tmn Len Sen and 2. The Secret Recipe

now i'm tagging:

-Dila
-Fariza
-Mahira
-Mak
-Iyas
-Syai
-Asmaliza
-Shah

terasa nak jawab soalan ..

2008-05-27T15:48:00.003+08:00

1.What's the connection between you and the last person who called u?

:: she's my dearest friend..

2.Do you ever turn your cell phone off?

:: nope except when my hp is out of battery

3.What happened at 10:00 am today?

:: clerking a patient in the psychiatry ward with aiman, nad, farah and

4.When did you last smoke?

:: i never smoke and have no wish to do so..

5.What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?

:: blueberry/starwberry jam with slices of cold butter..
6.What do you want in your life right now?

:: a success in the things i do..

7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?

:: i seldom carry an umbrella and my clothes haven't any hood so, if there's no choice, i redah jela..

8.Do you wear Crocs?

:: no.

9.What do you smell like?

:: depends on what perfume i wear on that day..

10.What's your favorite Gatorade flavor?

:: i dont drink Gatorade..

11.Whats your favorite thing to have on your bed?

:: comforter, pillows and my strawberry ;)

12.What clothes are you wearing?

:: i'm in my room now, so, pants and t-shirt..

13.What's the nicest text in your inbox say?

:: it says"Tq, hakimah.U really light up my day!"

14.Do you tend to make relationships complicated?

:: i think so.

15.Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?

:: the last time i did was last friday when i left my room keys in the room and had to sleep over at Syafiqah's room.

16.Who was the last person you hug?

:: my mom.

17.Do you have Justin Timberlake music on your iPod?

:: no..

18.Do you live near your ex boyfriend/girlfriend?

:: i dont have one..

19.Can you sleep in jeans?

:: Can but preferably not..

20.Are you a cuddler?

:: no, not really. err.

21.When is the most memorable date?

:: there's too many to mention.

22.Something you just don't understand?

:: a looot...

23.Where were you on July 4th, 2007?

:: cant remember..maybe in the labour room since it was the O&G posting..

24.What does the last text message you received say?

:: "aku anta msg kt ko tu da lama la syg.haha.bru delivered kat kau. tu yg ko dpt msg aku tnye ko kt ne tu.hehe."from nad..

25.What did you reply?

:: owh..haha..

26.Who was the last person you were in a car with that is under 20?

:: my sisters..

27.What is the last thing someone bought for you?

:: meggi goreng pedas bought by marina yesterday..

28.When was the last time you saw number 3 on your top friends?

:: my top friends are my best friends and my bestfriends are all no 1..so, there's no no.3..

setelah sekian lame..

2008-05-25T17:38:00.003+08:00

setelah sekian lame menyepi, kiranya aku tidak berlaku adil kepada rakan2ku yg acap kali hampa setiap kali ke page ku untuk mengetahui perkembangan diri ini..bukan tiada masa tetapi kemalasan yg melanda tiada terperi..lebih senang membace blog mereka yg lain berbanding mencoret di blog sendiri..huhu..

sedar x sedar sudah sebulan barada di posting psychiatry..pendapatku?hmm, mmg lain dari posting2 yg pernah ku tempuhi pada tahun lepas dan sedikit sebanyak menarik minatku..mungkinkah akan menjadi seorang pakar dlm bidang ini suatu hari nanti?bagiku masih terlalu awal untuk menentukannya kerana masih byk bidang yg belum ku tempuhi...ok, berbalik kepada posting ku kini, banyak tanggapanku sebelum ini mengenai pesakit psychiatry adalah silap..mereka juga seperi kita, namun disebabkan penyakit yang mereka hidapi, mereka mengalami pengalaman2 yang pelik yang bagi masyarakat kita, mereka lebih dikenai sebagai gila..dan ada di antara mereka yang menghidapi penyakit mental disebabkan pengalaman2 hidup yang pahit dan mereka merupakan mangsa keadaan..kadang2 terasa juga diri ini sedikit sebanyak mempunyai ciri2 seperti pesakit2 itu..haha..mintak dijauhkan..

jumaat lepas aku berpeluang mengikuti lawatan ke pusat rawatan pakar bagi penagih dadah yang terletak di lorong haji taib..perasaan? pada mulanya memang anxious kerana di lorong itu sendiri terkenal dgn keadaannya yang penuh maksiat..sudahlah, tersesat pada mulanya mencari pusat itu (dan mata2 yang memandang kami merayau, sedikit sebanyak menakutkan), mujurlah akhirnya bertemu juga destinasinya. Sesampai di sana, kami diberi taklimat berkenaan statistik, dan sedikit info tentang dadah2 yang sering disalahgunakan..seterusnya, kami dibahagikan kepada 3 kumpulan kecil dan setiap kumpulan diberi peluang untuk menemuramah seorang penagih dadah yang menjadi klien dan mengikuti program methadone di pusat itu..mereka sangat bekerjasama dan daripada mereka kami ketahui bagaimana mereka terjebak, dimana mereka mencari duit, dan kaedah yang digunakan serta pelbagai lagi..seperti kata seorang bekas penagih yang menjadi kaunselor di situ, adalah perlu bagi kami untuk mengetahui semua itu agar tidak mudah diperdaya dan terjebak, namun cukup untuk hanya mengetahui tapi jangalah dicintai..daripada sesi itu, aku mengetahui bahawa ada di antara mereka yang pada asalnya mempunyai masa depan yang cerah namun disebabkan tersilap satu langkah, dadah berjaya menguasai diri dan menghantui mereka seumur hidup..mereka2 yang berjaya menghentikan perbuatan kotor itu pun, tidak dapat kembali ke kehidupan asal kerana sentiasa perlu menguatkan hati dan disiplin disamping sentiasa berjaga2 untuk menjauhi sebarang substance yang ada unsur2 mengkhayalkan..

ok, lah..sekarang perlu bersiap2 untuk pulang ke kolej..hingga jariku bertemu keyboard lagi..daa..

2008-05-01T11:43:00.007+08:00

"Scarborough Fair"

Are you going to Scarborough fair?
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme
Remember me to one who lives there
He once was a true love of mine

Tell him to make me a cambric shirt
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme
Without no seam nor needlework
Then he'll be a true love of mine

Tell him to find me an acre of land
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme
Between the salt water and the sea strand
Then he'll be a true love of mine

Are you going to Scarborough fair?
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme
Remember me to one who lives there
He once was a true love of mine.

i like this song bcoz of the sweet lyric and how the song was sung beautifully by the singer..
this song is nostalgic to me basically because it was once a song sung by my school choir..
actually i was googling for celtic woman whom i saw performed on the martha stewart show just now..
i like their voices and how voices blend together..then i came across this scarborough fair song which i knew..
at first when i read the lyrics, i realized that the story was almost as the story of puteri gunung ledang when she asks for the weird stuffs before the sultan can marry her..

Well, in this song it tells the tale of a young man, who tells the listener to ask his former lover to perform for him a series of impossible tasks, such as making him a shirt without a seam and then washing it in a dry well, adding that if she completes these tasks he will take her back. Often the song is sung as a duet, with the woman then giving her lover a series of equally impossible tasks, promising to give him his seamless shirt once he has finished.

Scarborouh fair is actually a fair that was used to be held at Scarborough during a 45 days trading event..Scarborough was an important venue for tradesmen from all over England then..

well, back to this song, i've found the other version of the lyric and it was much longer and had a very sweet meaning..:

BOTH

Are you going to Scarborough Fair?
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme
Remember me to one who lives there,
For she/he once was a true love of mine.

MAN

Tell her to make me a cambric shirt,
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
Without any seam nor needlework,
And then she'll be a true love of mine.

Tell her to wash it in yonder dry well,
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
Which never sprung water nor rain ever fell,
And then she'll be a true love of mine.

Tell her to dry it on yonder thorn,
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
Which never bore blossom since Adam was born,
And then she'll be a true love of mine.

Ask her to do me this courtesy,
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
And ask for a like favour from me,
And then she'll be a true love of mine.

BOTH

Have you been to Scarborough Fair?
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
Remember me from one who lives there,
For she/he once was a true love of mine.

WOMAN

Ask him to find me an acre of land,
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
Between the salt water and the sea-strand,
For then he'll be a true love of mine.

Ask him to plough it with a lamb's horn,
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
And sow it all over with one peppercorn,
For then he'll be a true love of mine.

Ask him to reap it with a sickle of leather,
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
And gather it up with a rope made of heather,
For then he'll be a true love of mine.

When he has done and finished his work,
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
Ask him to come for his cambric shirt,
For then he'll be a true love of mine.

BOTH

If you say that you can't, then I shall reply,
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
Oh, Let me know that at least you will try,
Or you'll never be a true love of mine.

Love imposes impossible tasks,
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme,
But none more than any heart would ask,
I must know you're a true love of mine.

below is the song that first caught my attention when on aired on Martha Stewart show..

Back in HUKM..

2008-04-27T23:58:00.002+08:00

Well, i'm back in KTDI and looking forward to being a 4th year student..actually i've been nauseating since this morning..dont know what kind of feeling i have..is it nervous or excited or am I afraid, i dont know..it's not like i've never been to the ward but maybe because i've been enjoying for these two months of holidays..i'll start with psychiatry posting tomorrow and i actually kind of nervous plus with the new posting mates..earlier this evening there was a tv program about psychiatrists who worked in a hospital in JB and one of them interviewed was no other than my father's cousin who was graduated from UKM too..of course i knew what she was but we never speak of how she deals with her patient and all..then on the tv program, they showed her routines in the hospital dealing with the patients and interviewed her of her work..the reporter had asked whether she feel afraid dealing with the mentally ill patients and she said only in the beginning and as times goes by she became used to the patients and not at all afraid of them anymore..the interview at least had inspired me to start the new year tomorrow with a new spirit..but to tell the truth, i cant get rid of the nervous..it seems that it's not only me who feel that way..have been chatting with syafiqah just now and she is very anxious too..okay, that's all for tonight..i hope to adapt with the new posting mates and settle down quickly enough..till the next posting..daa~

updating......

2008-04-09T00:00:00.011+08:00

x tahu la knape malas sgt nk update blog nih...walaupun ade cite nk tulih tp hanye t'smpan dlm kepale je..huhu..k la..cutih nih aku x berbuat ape2 selain duk rmh, tolong mak aku, teman atuk aku berbual, makan, tidur dan lain2 keje yg aku rase nk buat bile aku rajin..hehe..

ingat x rmh puzzle kayu 3D yg aku buat dulu tuh? aku ade buat lg satu..n skrg aku rase x cntik klu dibiarkan begitu saje, so aku plan nk syelek and varnish tp bhn2nye x de lg, so tergendala dulu..
selama cuti nih aku ade menghabiskan satu trilogy cerite yg setiap bukunye adelah setebal buku harry potter tuh..so byangkanla aku menghabiskan kesemue 3 buku tuh dlm mase lbeh kurang 2 minggu..cite die mestila jenis yg aku suke iaitu ala2 harry potter..aku suke citer yg watak utama die kanak2 or teenager lg2 if it is non-fictioned story. i like to imagine things as i read, so in a non-fiction/fantasy stories i was free to imagine things as i like..buku cite yg aku bace tuh mmg aku x pernah dengar sebelum ni. memule aku nk beli buku lain tp at the last minute while queueing to pay the book, there's suddenly this one book that caught my eyes. and when i pick it up, i decided to buy it instead of the former book..well, i guess it's really the book that choose the reader after all..haha..never heard of that quote..well, buku itulah permulaan trilogy tuh and the next wekend aku pergi lagi ke kedai buku untuk membeli sambungannya iaitu buku kedue dan the last one..ia mengisahkan seorang teenager girl yg dtg dr masyarakat kelas bawahan and discover that she is a magician who is supposed to be only within the high class community in the place where she lived. the story was how her journey and life adapting to her new community and at the same time try not to abandon her community where she comes from..it was a great story eventhough the english is quite high for me..at least aku fahamla jln citenye..

and then baru2 nih aku rase teringin nk lukis gmbar gune krayon..izzati la yg memule ajar aku gune krayon nih..memule tuh die tunjuk je lukisan2 die and suruh aku comment, but then rase cam seronok je so aku try my first lukisan mase kt tnjung karang..aku suke lukis gambar2 dari hasil karya thomas kinkade..Thomas kinkade nih kebanyakan karyanye adela berunsurkan country cottage2 with flowers blooming surrounding the house, gazebos, sceneries, etc..lukisannye x byk org or animals (which i like coz aku mmg x reti lukis org and animals)..and
tempat2 sebeginila yg selama ini mmg memjadi mimpi aku untuk kesana dan mengalami cara hidup disana..tp aku tahu itu semue is just in my dream..so balik ke jln cite, aku pn siapkanla lukisan krayon aku yg ketige..

satu lagi kegiatan aku yg hampir setiap hari aku buat semase cuti nih ialah mendesign dan meluahkan kreativiti setakat yg ade kat website www.myminilife.com ..aku memule dpt tau site nih drpd application kat friendster..and since then, aku aktif di site itu..sekarang dh ade 5 minihomes yg sebenarnye satu je drpd 5 tanah tuh adalah benar2 minihome..yg lain2 tuh, ade library, boutique , village and x tau lagi satu tuh nak buat ape..still mencarik idea..

dan berikut adalah gmbar2 di hari lahir saya pd tanggal 5 april yg lalu..(haha..hari lahir??)me and my sis (mahira is not in the picture)

presents from my sisters and mom

Nami's Back!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-03-16T21:21:00.002+08:00

The whole house were woken up by my mom's joyful screaming this morning:

Mak : Bang! Nami balik bang! ( with a very loud voice calling for my dad)

Then my sisters and I woke up both surprised by the noise made by mom and also the message in it..

Fariza : Apa? Nami?
Adina : Ha?

We rush downstairs ( except my dad who was in the toilet at the moment) and there he was, the long lost beloved cat, Nami!

Me, Fariza, Adina, Mahira : Nami!!!

He was so thin, ill-looking and meowing with hoarseness as if he had sore throat..he was following my mom (asking for food). Unfortunately his food (whiskers' biscuits and fish) had been all given to my aunt for her cats. Mom search for any small fish
in the freezer that can be given to him and found 2 fish which she then boiled and feed Nami. He ate as if he had not been eating for years! Then, my sister bathed him for he was so dirty! ( stray cat la katekan..) Lucky for him, my parents were about to go to market this morning so, my mom bought Nami's fish and stopped by the pet's shop to buy whiskers' biscuits. After coming back from market and had their breakfast, Mom and Dad brought Nami to the Vet for medical check-up. He was given IV fluid 200 ml as the doctor said he was dehydrated. The doc also said Nami had reduced about 2 kg based on the record he had and his health is very poor . Nami has a fever and has lice infestation with also 'kurap'. So Nami currently is caged until the fever has subsided and he had being shampooed and free from the kutu and kurap..

We were surprised and are very delightful with Nami's return..Before this morning, we had already accepted the idea that we might never see him again and dare not to hope highly..who expect to find him after 87 days he was missing..everything might had happened to him and we can only wish for his safety and survival..Once my mom said that she, out of nowhere, suddenly thought of Nami and believed that it might be Nami too was thinking of home..I guess maybe it's true since the bond between my mom and Nami was so strong..But today, his return was very unbelievable..My father almost immediately spread the delightful news to our close relatives..See how joyful my father was..We considered those period of time which Nami was missing as the time when Nami went for an adventure and now had returned..My Dad joked by saying if only Nami can talk and just like us all, surely he had made a blog himself to tell the adventure he had..haha..

Owh, i forgot to tell my mom's story of the 'Jejak Kasih' moment..As part of her weekend routine, she was going to the wet market this morning with my Dad..After she had take her bath and wait for my Dad, she went downstairs. As she was in the kitchen, she heard a cat's meow and thought that it was just like Nami's voice..She was just taking chance by looking through the back door and was very surprised to see Nami! She quickly find the door keys and opened them to get to Nami closely and to make sure it was really him..once she opened the door, Nami charged through the door and went inside and start scratching at the chair as he was used to. When my mom had confirmed it was Nami then went the screaming which woke us all..

Well, last but not least, WELCOME BACK, NAMI!!!!!!!

AmniinmA's Library

2008-03-06T01:01:00.001+08:00

2008-02-27T22:21:00.005+08:00

Gurindam Si Gadis

Tersebut kisah seorang gadis,

Bersama bondanya ingin ke kedai,
Alangkah malangnya nasib mereka,
Tatkala saja ingin bertolak,
motokar pula tiada hidupnya,
Puas sudah dicuba-cuba,
Namun hasilnya tiada juga,
Dipanggil Ah Khong, si mekanik berdekatan,
Rupanya akibat kerosakan bateri,
Ditukar yang baru, melayang duit bunda

Niat dihati diteruskan jua,
Rezeki kami parkir mudah sekali,
Ke 100 yen kami tujui,
Membawa bunda yg telah lama tidak ke situ,
sambil menyelam ku minum air,
Ku juga membeli sebarang dua,
selesai di situ, ke 7 eleven pula,
Amanah dari adikku untuk membeli prabayar mobilnya,
Ku beli juga slurpy dan bihun goreng,
Buat santapan bunda yang kelaparan.

Akhirnya sampai ke destinasi utama,
Ke Cosway untuk membeli bekalan,
Bekalan sabun segala jenis,
Dari yang serbuk hingga ke cecair,
Aku hanya sebagai peneman bunda,
Juga membantu mengangkut barangan,
Tatkala di sana, terjumpa kenalan,
Kenalan bunda dan kenalan si gadis,
Kenalan bunda rupanya si jiran,
Kenalan si gadis rakan seangkatan,
Terkejutnya si gadis tidak terkira,
Tidak disangka bertemu Ting di situ,
Apa lagi memakai kemeja-T JKM,
Rupanya belum ke kampung halaman,
Yang jauhnya nun di negeri bumi kenyalang.

Selesai saja segala urusan,
Tibalah masa untuk berangkat pulang,
Tiba di rumah, terus ke dapur,
Siapkan makanan untuk santapan malam,
Sambal tumis sotong hidangan utama,
Yang menjadi idaman si gadis berbulan sudah,
Akhirnya hajat tercapai sudah,
Perut kenyang hatinya senang

Sekian saja kisahnya di sini,
Buat santapan saudara saudari sekalian,
seandainya ada peluang dan cerita,
Akan dicoret lagi disini..

Hari makan sedap

2008-02-26T23:23:00.010+08:00

Hmm.. ni alkisah semalam..sepatutnye aku tulih semalam cite nih tp disebabkan tahap kemalasan untuk menulis blog yg sangat tinggi, maka alkisah semalam di jadikan topik hari ini..Aku duk kat rumah ni asyik makan sedap je..bkn je semalam, hari2 pn same..mak aku pulak bising kate akulah penyebab die makan banyak..mane taknye, dari minggu lepas dah plan nak makan ape minggu nih..setiap ari untuk minggu nih dah ade menu..weekend lepas dh cari bahan..haha..so, tengah hari semalam, kitorang makan pulut nasi ngan kelapa parut ngan ikan rebus goreng..fuh sedap gile..dh lame x mkn, sekali sekala mkn cam org dolu2, best gak..pekene pulak ngan teh susu yg mak buat..pastu utk makan malam, aku ngan mak aku dah plan nk masak western food..sesaje je, bknnye ade ocassion pape pn..mak aku ckp nk masak ayam panggang, pastu aku cadang wat desert sbb takut x kenyang coz x de nasi..pikir punye pikir aku suggest try desert yg macam dlm cite ala carte kat ntv7 tuh mase episode artis atilia, popia pisang atau name glamornye 'banana springroll'..so, menu mlm semalam ialah:

Roasted chicken with BBQ brown sauce

Boiled vegetables ( carrot & Broccoli )

Fried wedges

Banana spring roll with chocolate

Yg ayam n brown sauce to recipe mak aku n die yg uruskan..aku handle bhgian sayur, kentang dan desert..karot n broccoli tuh aku celur je dan gaul sket karot ngan marjerin and gula..yg kentang tuh, aku gaul ngan garam and black pepper, then adik aku yg goreng..pastu aku wat popia pisang tuh..nasib baik mak aku pn tengok cite tuh..aku x de la ingat sgt resipinye..tp senang je buat die..juz gulung pisang bersama sedikit gula perang dan serbuk kayu manis di dalam kulit popia, pastu goreng sehingga kuning keemasan..(cewah, hehe) then hidangla ngan melted chocolate or chocolate sauce..aku cari yg dh siap dlm botol tu kat Giant tp x de, so pakai cokelat masakan pn bolehla..memandangkan x de strawberry utk dijadikan hiasan (seperti dlm cite tuh), aku gunela ulasan limau sebagai ganti..Kononye nk wat desert tp aku ckp kat mak aku, nanti klu mkn ayam dulu, klu dh kenyang, mesti x nk mkn desert dh..so, tukar plan jadikan appetizer..bersemangat gile aku, mak aku dan adik aku kat dapur..adik aku, Ija, siap hiaskan meja ala2 hotel gitu dan buatkan air oren..nasib baik ayah aku balik dari ofis awal gak la semalam kalau di'compare'kan hari2 biase..so, surprise la kononnye utk ayah..Siap kene puji sedap lagi..hehe..Tapi mmg Alhamdulillah la, semue makanan manjadi semalam dan sedap..Adik aku kate lg sedap dr restoran..bleh la lepas ni kitorang bukak restoran lak..haha..Okay, tu alkisah makanan semalam..Kalau semalam makan dah beriye, ari ni menu nye simple abisla..Budu dan Ayam masak madu..Kalau dh makan budu tuh mestila ade singgang ikan..sedap..Haila..bile la aku nk diet nih..

Sabtu yang 'so-so' sibuk..

2008-02-23T21:59:00.004+08:00

8.00 am : Baru bangun!! terlambat bangun..rushing siap2 utk appointment Dr Han kol 8.45
8.15 am : Bertolak ke PJ ngan ayah dan mak..
8.45 am : Jumpe ngan Dr Han..
10.00 am: Tunggu Pak Teh abih jumpe Dr Han sebab ayah nk tunjuk Pak Teh restoran D'Naim yg jual nasi kukus ayam berempah yg ayah ckp sedap..
11.00 am: Sampai kat kedai tuh, mak cik yg jual tuh kate kol 1 baru siap nasi tuh..so, kitorang makan nasi lemak dulu sbb sume x breakfast lg..
11.30 am: Lambat lg nk tunggu nasi kukus tuh, so pergi PPUM jenguk sepupu ayah yg sakit..Due2 suami isteri masuk wad. Isteri sbb operate buang breast cancer, suami fluid overload secndary to CCF..
12.30 pm: Pergi lawat sepupu Mak Teh, Ije, kat Kolej ke-3, UM..
1.00 pm: pergi ke kedai td untuk beli nasi kukus tuh..Kitorang beli 12 bungkus semuenye( 6 utk family Mak Teh, 6 utk kitorang)
2.00 pm :Sampai kat rumah dan makan..Aku rase Nasi kukus ayam dara kat HUKM lg sedap..(Mak and adik2 pn ckp m cm tuh)
5.30 pm: Siap2 nk pergi KTDI untuk memunggah barang aku ke bilik baru (aku, ayah, Ija, and Adina). Mak x ikut sebab kaki die sakit..Punyela banyak barang aku..Penat betol..Nasib baik bilik baru Grouond Floor..x yah naik tangge..Sian Ayah sakit blakang dtg balik..Itu baru punggah barang je..belum mengemas lagi..proses mengemas, Ija dah setuju nk tolong aku buat sket2 time cuti nih..( thanx a lot semua!!)
7.00 pm: dah abih punggah barang dan pulang ke rumah..Aku main game jap, solat maghrib, mandi, solat isyak, masak dan makan malam..
9.30 pm : menulis blog dan main tenet..

so, itulah aktiviti harian ku hari ini..

Kini kembali..

2008-02-22T21:48:00.012+08:00

hallu...
setelah abisnye minggu exam yg sangat memenatkan itu, akhirnye aku kembali ke blog ku ini..
ari ni aku rase cam nak berbahase ibunda dan malas nk tulis in english..
sekarang aku cuti dan menunggu result yg entah bile keluarnye..tp aku mls nk pikir lg psl result..
Overall aku x rase slamat ngan performance aku mase exam ari tuh especially Medicine..ntahla..tgkla rezki aku cmne..

Rabu lepas aku dh pegi opis KTDI dan telah mendaftar utk hostel semester depan..
aku, K.Has, dan Marina dah sepakat nk berpindah ke bilik baru di mana kitorang leh duduk serumah..Setelah hampir setahun duk kat bilik aku di blok F tuh dengan 3 org lagi bdk nursing, aku terase tension dan slalu depress sbb jauh ngan kengkawan..walaupun bdk nursing tuh baik2 blake tp manekan same ngan kawan seperjuangan..so, rabu lepas, aku n Fariza pegila bilik aku di KTDI untuk mengemas barang2 aku (thanx a lot ija!)..tp barang2 aku x pindahkan lg ke bilik baru walaupun knci dh pulangkan kat opis..aku mintak tolong bdk2 nursing (Syie, Fiza and Iffah) jagekan sampai weekend ni..memandangkan diorang ade kat bilik weekend ni dan leh tolong bukak pintu rumah (sbb pintu rmh pn aku dh kene pulangkan), jd lehla pndahkan weekend, lagi2 ade keluarge utk tolong aku angkut brg2..utk kemas brg2 di bilik baru, mngkin aku n Fariza leh kemas sket2 time cuti ni..Rumah aku tuh sekarang ade sorang senior 5th year tp bln 3 nih dah abih..so, maybe bile dh start sem depan, ade satu blk kosong.

'My first Homemade Sushi'

Ari nih, aku dah buat sushi pertama aku seperti yg aku ckp kat nani..terime kasih kpd Nani yg mengajar kat blog die care nk buat sushi. Setelah memberi barang2 dan bhn2 keperluan , ari nih, dgn dibantu mak dan Fariza, akhirnye menjadik jugak sushi tu.. seronok betol buat sushi sendiri lagi2 time menggulung tuh..mcm2 rupe ade mule2 tuh tp dh beberape kali buat jadik jugakla..bile dh buat sendiri, tau2 jela mesti nk banyak isinya..sampai tersembul2 isinye..haha..walaupun rasenye x same cam kar kedai, tp at least puas leh wat sendiri..x pe, lain kali taula nk modify ape..td pun mase buat mule2, x cukup seaweed..abis kat aku ngan Ija je..Nasi dan Inti punyela bnyk lg..so, tgh hari td aku n Ija pegila kedai "100 yen" mencari seaweed tuh..

'100 yen Shop, Tmn Connaught, Cheras'

aku memang suke sangat kedai tuh sbb brg2 kat situ comel2 n dijual ngan harge murah2..mostly brg2 hanrgenye RM4.90..agaknye nilai 100 yen tuh bersamaan ngan RM4.90 kot..dah name pun 100 yen, surela kedai tuh jual brg2 keluaran Jepun..banyak bende pelik2 ade kat situ..yg challenging nye, kite kene agak ape kegunaan die sebab label and instruction brg2 tuh sume dlm bhse Jepun! Huhu..Mengharapkan gambar kat paket tu je (tu pun kalau ade)..Cume satu je sebab aku x slalu leh pergi kedai tuh, susah sgt nk parking..td pun, rezki aku sbb ade parking..aku ingat klu x de, nk gi beli seaweed kat Giant je..akhirnye, bkn seaweed je yg aku beli..aku ade beli bekas air, highlighter, penyendal pintu dan sushi rolling mat( saiz besar)..Aku suke betol ngan satu bekas air yg aku beli nih..sebelum isi air, bekas die kempis dan leh dilipat..senang nk bwk gi memane..bile dh isi air, kembong je..unik gile..Ija pn beli due tige bende gak kat situ..Kedai tuh sentiasa buat aku rase nk pergi lagi lain kali..

'Bekas Air sebelum dan selepas diisi air'

AmniinmA's casa

2008-02-20T00:21:00.001+08:00

29th January 2008

2008-02-02T02:26:00.000+08:00

It was Asmal's birthday on 29th January which was last Tuesday.
I went to her room at 11.55 pm on the night before bringing both mine and Marina's present for Asmal.
Marina was there since 9.30 to study with Asmal and asked me to bring hers for surprise.
We (Asmal, Marina, Zana, Atiqah and me) celebrated her birthday at Pizza Hut on the next evening.
Asmal actually wanted to 'belanja' us at Domino's Pizza but since there was no Domino's centre for dine-in nearby, she 'belanja' us at Pizza Hut instead..
When flipping through the menu, we suddenly noticed an offer at the bottom of the menu which said that there will be a treat for any birthday girl/boy..
So, we asked the waiter to bring it for asmal (which was later eaten by all of us)..
Asmal had ordered a set of a large pizza, a regular pizza, 6 bowl of mushroom soups, breadsticks and a jar of coke..
the treat for Asmal was a thin crust with a scoop of Vanilla ice cream and chocolate and strawberry sauce..yummy..
we ate and gossiping and laugh as if the restaurant was ours (luckily there was not many people around)..
we had such a great time then especially with atiqah and zana who both are very 'gile-gile' with their stories..
Below are some photos taken at Pizza Hut..

marina & Atiqah

Zana, Asmal & me

The so-called birthday cake..

Dream House..

2008-02-02T01:41:00.001+08:00

Hmm..this is not my dream house actually..i just want to share my hobby with all of you..
Have you ever heard of 3-D puzzle? It's a kind of puzzle which we assemble the pieces and join them to become a 3-D things..I had made quite a number of this kind of puzzle but this one is the biggest of all..the previous ones are cardboards but this one is made up of plywood. And it made up such a lovely doll house..I knew it would be more lovely if it is painted but i am not good in painting..so, better leave it be..i found that this kind of thing helps me in releasing my stress.. eventhough the instruction was confusing, it was such a satisfaction after it was finished..

This is the anterior view..

The posterior / interior view

And these are the furnitures that i made with the extra pieces of the house puzzle..i made these to fill in the interior so that it was not empty..

Chiropractic..

2008-02-02T00:23:00.000+08:00

So, today was my appointment with the doctor for my back problem..
His name is Dr Han Yoon Jeong, a korean chiropractor..
Chiropractic is actually a system of diagnosis and treatment based on the concept that the nervous system coordinates all of the body's functions, and that disease results from a lack of normal nerve function. Chiropractic employs manipulation and adjustment of body structures, such as the spinal column, so that pressure on nerves coming from the spinal cord due to displacement (subluxation) of a vertebral body may be relieved..
As i said in my previous posting, both my parents used to meet him for their back problems.
So, this morning i went there with my mom and met him..
I was quite surprised as I filled in the form at the registration counter, the questions were the one that we, the medical student, use to ask the patients during the history taking..
and at this centre, the one who is doing the history taking is actually a paper!
Even the chief complaint is one of the questions..haha
I guess that is the way the doctors there saving their time and only concentrate in history of presenting illness (HOPI) during the consultation..
After telling Dr Han my HOPI, he asked me to lie face down on an examining bed for him to examine my vertebral alignment.
He told me that my pelvic bone was tilted and that my left leg was shorter than the right..
He corrected the misalignment( using his elbow)-which was painful at certain place where he pressed down..(my mom told me later that she even screamed a bit when it was her time)..
Then, he explained to me how the misalignment and posture (such as sitting for a long time and bending down) can compress my intervertebral discs and also the spinal cord ( which explained the pain).
Usually in more elderly people, they get this problem due to degenerative disease of the vertebrae, but it is very unlikely in me..
So, he asked me to get an X ray of my spine (to rule out any spinal curvature abnormalities) an meet him again next week..
There was no exact diagnosis for my problem yet..(not until he can confirm with the Xray)
However, he advised me to do the exercise(that my dad taught me) and avoid anything that can trigger the pain..
Later, he asked me to go for an electric therapy (also called as 'muscle sting') after that which was done by his assistant in a cubicle just outside his room ..
I was massaged with a massager before the assistant placed a few patches ( looks like ECG electrodes) on my lower back and hip..
Then she set the voltage of current (she started at a lower voltage and increased it 10 minutes later) and the current wave was set on and off ( which means, there was current wave for 4 seconds and stopped for the next 4 seconds)..
It was ticklish initially ( felt like when i was at the fish spa) and felt much better as time pass by..
So, that's the story about it..
I was supposed to meet Dr Han on the next Tuesday,
but suddenly remembered that I have examination briefing that day..
Fortunately the briefing will be in the evening..
Means that I still can go for the appointment in the morning..
Okay , GTG now..have to do the exercise.. :>

backache...

2008-01-27T18:19:00.000+08:00

i'm having this problem quite for a while now..
at first, it was not so bad, only ince in a blue moon..
recently, i can't even finish my respiratory examination which only takes about 7-10 minutes..
and i can't sit down at my study desk for a couple of hours now without feeling backpain..
i think it was postural backache since it was aggravated by bending down and prolong sitting..

i told my parents about this and they told me to exercise and will bring me to see their doctor..
you see, both my parents have some kind of problem with their back-my mom's is upper back, and my dad's is lower-and now they are under follow ups with their doctor..
and this evening, my father taught me the simple exercise that his doctor recommended to him..
we've decided to go and see the doctor next friday since it's a holiday..
it will be only my mom and me because my father is going back to his parent's home in terengganu..
i hope it will at least lessen by the time it's exam week..
so that i will not be distracted during exam..
Ya Allah, pulihkanlah penyakit hambamu ini dan lindungilah aku dari penyakit-penyakit lain..amin..

serves me right!!

2008-01-25T18:29:00.000+08:00

oh my goodness..today is a very tiring day..
i slept for only an hour last night..
no, actually it was this morning..
I slept at 5 am and woke up at 6! why?
haha..it's all because i had to finish the case write up because the dateline is today..
serve me right!
I was dilly dallying in starting the assignment and when there was only a day to meet the dateline, there were so much left to do..
and today is also the assessment day!
Where Dr Fauzi (my examiner) will randomly pick his student for the assessment today..
lucky enough for me for not being picked as the one to be assessed today..
i haven't prepared much yet..
but i can't stand the palpitation and chest tightness for any longer that i wish it was me just now..
plus, i already know the case before hand..
so, next week would be my turn..
please God, don't let me the last to be assessed..
nobody would accompany me to go to the ward then..huhu..
we already knew how to prepare for the assessment though..
we've figured out that Dr Fauzi will only have his class, teaching or assessment in medical ward 6..
so, what we would do is to see what are the cases in the ward and which cases have the potential of being the case for assessment..
definitely not the patient who are not conscious or are in the confusional state..
like today, after deduction was made by me and Ida, we guessed that Dr might pick the case of this particular patient with fluid overload..
and it turned out that we were right!
well, at least i got more time to study more..
so, tonight, i was going to repay back my sleep time..
and go back home tomorrow morning..
feels like it was ages since last time i went back home..
i mean spent the overnight at home..

okay the moral of the story today is never dilly dally in your work!
i wonder when would i ever change that?

bedtime story: A Saturday Adventure..

2008-01-20T01:28:00.000+08:00

Today, i went to the ward with Fana, as I promised her yesterday and clerked and examined a few patients. We started by taking a history from a dengue patient, who was a good looking 21 years old (same as me) Malay male and examined his GIT system ( which Fana told the patient that I want to examine him ). That was very naughty of her and I had no way but to proceed. I have this sydrome where I feel awkward examining a young, healthy looking male patient. However, I kept reminding myself that whatever i was going to do is for the sake of learning. Then, we went to another patient, and now it was Fana's turn to examine an older male patient. The patient's liver was obviously enlarged and it was actually my first time to see a very large liver ( Fana told me she had seen bigger ). Then, she showed me a patient who she had once examine and taught me on hand and joints examination. the patient had gouty tophi and he also taught us on how the doctors would examine him. (see, we can learn a lot from patient..). Next, we went to a 70 year old Chinese patient and get permission from him to examine his upper and lower limb. eventhough he is 70, he has an abnormally strong power. Fana was complaining that her wrist ached due to the uncle's strength when testing for his wrist. There's a few interesting finding that we found the patient had such as lower limb fasciculation and intentional tremor. Finally, we took a history from a middled aged Malay lady who was a known case of Rheumatoid Arthritis (RA) for 3 years. She told us how she first get the symptoms and how she was diagnosed later on. We were very excited because she had a typical clinical features of RA (just like in books, as fana would say).
We decided to stop and have lunch as it was nearly afternoon. i thought of having nasi lemak as my lunch but unfortunately, the nasi lemak stall was closing when we get there. We then decided to have lunch outside. so, I drove my car with Fana as the road guide to Bandar Sri Permaisuri, searching for a place to have lunch. We finally found the same junction where we come from and realized that we were actually went around and get nowhere..(haha). Well, we finally have our lunch at Tesco where Fana and I bought at Little Wok stall at the food court. What was interesting about the food was that the food was not served on a plate, but instead was served in a little wok ( thus the name of the stall) or what we called 'kuali'. Owh, before we had our lunch, Fana realized that she had lost her RM50 (which she slip it in her white coats' pocket). This was actually her second time of loosing RM50 ( the first one was when we were at Tanjung Karang, at Bazar Ramadhan). We tried to find it in my car but it was nowhere to be seen. Fana called a couple of friends who happened to be at the ward that time to pick it up for her if they were to found the money. I had nagged her for not bringing her purse and carelessly slip the money like that. Well, until this moment, she hadn't found it yet and was sulking about it..hmm..back to the story, after we had our lunch and bought a few things, we headed back to the college..Well, that's it for now..my eyes are drooping right now (ptosis..hehe)..till my tips of fingers meet the keyboard again..

depressed...

2008-01-20T00:35:00.000+08:00

It is only about 3 weeks before the final semester exam and only a few days before my observed long case assessment. Recently, I went to the wards more often compared to the previous posting that i had. However, I still feel that I am lacking of clinical skills. And my knowledge about diseases is so weak that it scared me more of the coming assessment. Last Monday, I don't know why, but I woke up with a most helpless feeling and thought, why am I here? Is it really my fate that i will becoming a doctor one day? Do i have the quality and criteria of becoming a good doctor? Will i do harm to the patients by me becoming a doctor? All these sort of questions came to my mind and had kept me confused and stressed me that i felt like crying and felt like my heart wanted to burst. I really need someone to talk to then but i was going to class that morning. It was no one to be blamed of why I am here as I chose this path in the beginning and it was no one to be blamed if I ever fall down along the way because the most major cause then would be ME! I felt this way and was so down not because i have been tortured by doctors or not because of others but I am really dissapointing myself. I felt like loosing interest in medicine day by day and felt that I need motivation once in a while. Because when i lost interest, i also lost a thing that drive me to study ( in other words, I have become a very lazy person in terms of studying). As my father once told me, even there is something which is hard to achieve, but with interest and desire, they can push me to the goal no matter how hard it is. I can't simply give up now that I'm halfway to my goal and can only move forward. Now, I can only pray to God to lighten up my heart, and help me to open my eyes. That day, I felt a bit better when i met with my friends and talked to them. Sometimes, i think, my condition of staying far from my friends have somehow influenced my emotions and when I meet them, at least they distract me from thinking those 'internal conflict' question. So, family and friends, I really need your words of encouragement or advices to help me through this internal conflict..

2008-01-18T17:34:00.000+08:00

You Are An Intro-Extrovert!

Sometimes you're social - sometimes you're shy
You've got a bit of an Introvert / Extrovert split going on
You enjoy all sorts of situations. Parties, small groups, and alone time.
Too much of one, and you'll long for the other. You need variety!
Chances are, you've got both serious and fun friends - and they don't get along.

Are You An Extroverted or Introverted Girl?

2008-01-18T17:26:00.000+08:00

You Are a Green Crayon

Your world is colored in harmonious, peaceful, natural colors.
While some may associate green with money, you are one of the least materialistic people around.
Comfort is important to you. You like to feel as relaxed as possible - and you try to make others feel at ease.
You're very happy with who you are, and it certainly shows!

Your color wheel opposite is red. Every time you feel grounded, a red person does their best to shake you.

What Color Crayon Are You?

p/s: 'thanx' to fana, now i am infected to the quizzes site and can't help posting the results here..huhu..well, some of the are soo right with myself..

2008-01-18T17:11:00.000+08:00

What Hakimah Amni Binti Muhammad Razif Means

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.
You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.
Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.
You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.
But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.
You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.
Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

this is how my room looks like..

2008-01-12T23:03:00.000+08:00

Nami..

2008-01-12T21:45:00.000+08:00

It has been 3 weeks since I last saw Nami. I was going through the photos in my mobile just now when I saw a photo of his and realized that I missed him. It was the night before Hari Raya Aidiladha that we lost him when my mother realised that it was such a quiet night (normally, Nami would make such a noise when we had already slept and he was not caged yet) and started looking for him. I was actually sleeping and woke up when my father accidentally shone the torchlight on me. I asked him what's going on and he told me that Nami was nowhere to be found. We called and searched for him all over the house that night including the place that logically, he would not be there, but to no avail. The next day, early in the morning of Aidiladha, my mom was actually searching for him in the neighbourhood. And after Aidiladha prayer, my father and I went around the neighbourhood thoroughly once again for Nami. But, still there was no sign of him. We then surrendered and gave all the matters to God and pray for his safety. What I most feared was that he was dead or being knocked by vehicles. A few times ( in the next couple of days) when we thought we caught a glimpse of him at the row of houseshop in our neighbourhood but then we realised that it was another stray cat which was very like our Nami. We met a guard which was feeding the stray cats and asked him if he happened to saw Nami and described what Nami looked like. He then admitted that he did saw one just like we described it a day before when he did his routine (which was feeding the cats besides patrolling the neighbourhood) and said that the new cat among the stray cats did not ate when he fed them ( he fed them fish and cooked rice). We thought, of course he wouldn't eat because he normally eats boiled fish and Whiskers. But at least, we knew that he was alive and that relieved us. We gave up and believed that the fate was written that way in such that Nami came to us from a stray cat and end up becoming a stray cat again. Maybe the time for us and Nami being together as a family was only for a period of time. We adopted Nami when his mother left him in front of our house about a year and a half ago. My father didn't approved at first and allowed us to keep him only for the school holidays( it was school holiday at that time). But then our love to him become stronger each day that we finally decided to keep him officially as a pet. He was just a very little kitten then and grew bigger and bigger and become the most handsome cat a cat can be. Everyone who had seen him would say that he is indeed a lot bigger than the usual cats. Even though he was not as tame as other pet cat normally are (we couldn't hug him or sleep with him or stroke his fur with him on the lap), he was actually smart and understands what we said(especially mom and dad). We used to called him by name and he actually called back( by meowing of course). And often, when my mom called me(Amni), he was the one who replied and vice versa (i mean, our names were almost the same, who wouldn't be confused?) haha..He also used to wait for my dad at the door when my dad gets home from work and asked for my father to stroke him. I think my father and mother missed him most. Well, that's a little bit tribute for Nami (which we named Nanami before we knew it was a male cat).. Oh, did I not say that Nami was a cat? Well, i guess you already knew it anyway.

Tootie

2008-01-12T09:55:00.000+08:00

i've adopted a new cyber-pet!
i've decided to change my pet every week..
this week it would be a turtle cyber-pet which i named 'Tootie'..
you can find it on my right sidebar..
unfortunately, it did not fit nicely to my sidebar..
you can feed it by clicking the 'more' tab an the right bottom corner of the box and play around with it..
Have fun!

hang out..........

2008-01-11T01:49:00.000+08:00

I just got back from McD, initially accompanying fana as she was soo hungry that she can't even pay attention during our study group("lapar giler macam nk mampus" as she described it). But in the end, there were 5 of us (me, fana, cat , wani and akem) went there and had our supper.
Well, everytime we meet for discussions, there's always news and stories to be shared with others and tonight was not exceptional. Tonight, Cat was the only one who presented during discussion, as he was the only one who had prepared his part ( except for Wani as she had presented hers the night before yesterday). Fana was so euphoric of her new 'tommy' perfume (which costs for RM 250!) and talked about it almost throughout the discussion. Of course the scent was very nice and suit her well. Lala, with her stories about her relatives and on how concerned they were when they heard of the cases that occurred in the hostel recently, was showing her newly bought (only after being forced by her concerned relatives) protective spray (the one that you spray when you're being attacked by a stranger). She was then actually sprayed it randomly at a space and after a few minutes, i sneezed once and fana was coughing again and again. And when Lala read the information written at the back of the package of the spray, true enough, the spray can cause nose irritation and can cause people to sneeze, and continously coughing. Luckily the effects were very mild and fana had stopped coughing after a few minutes. We all thought that the spray was costly though, considering its size was only about the size of the distal phalanx of my thumb.
Earlier this morning, I woke up, and thinking that I should be getting ready if I want to join Fana and Hannah to mid valley. But frankly, I was not so keen of going there, which I don't know why. And then I thought, why don't I ask Asmal and Marina to hang out somewhere nearby if they are still in college. It has been a while since we last hang out together and I missed being with them. We hardly met even though we are not that far between each other. This is all because of my schedule which is different from theirs. So, I messaged both of them asking of their whereabouts and finally we agreed to go out by my car. At first, I thought of going to Tesco which was the nearest mall, but then Asmal asked to go somewhere that she can find soft food (such as McD, because there is poridge) as she is wearing braces right now and her teeth were aching resulting in pain if to eat hard food. Then, we decided to go to Jaya Jusco in Balakong. Even though I have only once drove there, I hoped that I would remember the way to go there (I have been there so many times but i had this kind of problem of remembering roads and ways of going somewhere). So, luckily, we arrived at the destination without ever getting lost (thank God). We started by having our brunch at Pizza Hut (which the service was very slow) with Asmal only eating mushroom soup, garlic bread and chicken wing. Marina and me were so full with all the side dishes that we had to take away the Mexican pizza. Then, we went into most of the stores and end up buying a few cloths and a bag (Asmal bought it), and few food stuff. These are what I bought:

a blouse (which Asmal and Marina strongly disagreed with my choice)
a long sleeve t-shirt
a pair of jeans
chuka iidako sushi
marshmallow blast (grape flavoured)
guava juice( shared with Marina and Asmal)

We spent almost 5 hours there and came back at 4 pm. Then, we all hanged around in my room and spent our times together (gossiping, trying our new cloths and finishing the pizza leftovers). We really had a great time together today (and it feels like we were having reunion!). Well, that's it for now, till then..

the end of another weekend..

2008-01-07T01:12:00.000+08:00

There's nothing really interesting happened today. It was just another typical weekend for me. I woke up in the morning and found out that all my muscles were aching due to the accumulation of the lactic acid resulting from the excessive muscle work yesterday (haha, i have a very low stamina due to my sedentary lifestyle). They are still aching right now but had improved compared to earlier.
I wanted to post the photos of my room but due to the internet connection problem, or some technical errors, the uploading of the photos failed. Sorry mom, I'll show you the photos the next time I'll see you.
Recently, there has been chaos going on in my college (KTDI-Kolej Tun Dr Ismail). A few cases involving outsider breaking into student's rooms in my college had been reported. The rumours said that the stranger had the master key which allow him/them to gain access to the student's rooms freely and that really freaks most of us out especially after an incident of which a student was made unconscious after the stranger used chloroform over her in her own room which means that the stranger was already in the room before the student came in (and that happened in the day time!). Lucky for her, the stranger did nothing nor take any valuables. The latest rumor was that there was another case happened earlier this evening in which the culprit was 'flashing' to one of the student in the girls hostel area! Seriously, is this culprit a sex maniac or what? This whole thing really affect my daily life and i really don't need this kind of stress especially at this time where the final exam is only a month away. I usually have discussions until late at night and now, with this going on, it doesn't feel safe anymore even to walk from my room to the discussion place (which was only a block distance).

room sweet room..

2008-01-06T10:25:00.000+08:00

fuh! after all the hardship rearranging the furnitures in my room all by myself( i'm awing at myself right now :>) and tidy up the whole mess, finally my room has a more bigger space than before. i really like the new arrangement now(inspired by hajar's room) eventhough there was a hesitation at first. Anyway, i went on with my plan and voila, a whole new room..haha..my housemate took a look at my room just now and quite a while after that, i heard she was moving her own furnitures..haha..well, that's good isn't it..i offered her my hands, but she refused and i will go and check out how it looks after this (wink*)..

i'm very hungry now, i was so lazy and tired to go to Wahid's cafe to buy lunch and end up eating biscuites dipped in milk..my mother called just now, told me that they went to the new shopping complex in sunway this morning. They tried J.co doughnut and mediterranian cuisine for lunch. Lucky for me, mom told that Big Apple's was far more delicious than J.co's. And they had to wait very long for their orders at the Mediterranean restaurant. Then i should not envy them for going there. (but i still am..huhu..). At the end of the call from mom, she was angy at me for not telling her that i was out yesterday. Not that i went anywhere far (it's only Leisure Mall plus i went there with fana, dila n nisaa), but she said if anything was to happen to me, how could she know my whereabout? well, she obviously had her points there. Her 'anggriness' had inhibited my enthusiastism of telling her how nice the movie that i watched.
The movie i watched was 'Alvin & the chipmunks' . The chipmunks were soooo cute that i laughed for most of the scenes. I didn't plan to go out at first, but since my class was canceled at the very last minute and considering dila who really want to watch movie, so i asked her if she wants to watch that movie (which i had surveyed the showing time for that evening). She agreed and it turned out that fana and nisaa wanted to joinned us. So there we were, 4 of us, rushing to the mall as the showing time was only about 20 minutes away. Once the tickets had been bought, we went to perform our asar prayers. (which was not really pleasant seeing the condition of the surau and wuduk place) and got in the cinema right on time! well, after all the hardship, i think the movie was worth it.
well. that's it for now..wow, that's quite a lot for a first timer. I need to finish my notes for my study group tonight now..adios.

get started..

2008-01-06T02:30:00.000+08:00

okay, at last i managed to get started on writing blogs..well, it's never too late to start, right? It just that i used to love reading my friend's blogs and awe them for how they put their thoughts and feelings on words. They are not afraid of sharing what they feel unlike me who always kept my feeling to myself. So, this is my first step of improving myself towards a better person ( besides improving my english). hmm, enough of introduction, i need to go and do my chores now as this is the only time i get to do them in this week. argh!! i hate doing chores, but i hate more living in the mess..